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-sigh- I just hate when you have one of those days where you wanna throw a chair/brick at somebody's face -.-;; Right when you feel that you know the rest of the day ain't gunna get any better. -.-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; So lately I don't even know what to post anymore.. sorry if I'm starting to bore you guys.. I'll try to be more interesting.. impossible LOLOLOL ANYWAYS ! oh shoot ! Tinierme.com has got me hooked once again!!! I can't stop going on just to like get coins or do stupid surveys jsut to get G-coins LOLOL I feel like such a dork but it's sooooooooo fun T^T!! I like making cute characters ~~ it's also fun to draw them :D But omfffffffggg ANYONE PLAY HERE ?! If you do add me :3 Rainbowsaurus is my name ;) I really really really really really really really really really.. want new eyes T__T I don't care which I just want one of the vocaloid eyes.. they're so beautiful D: But I'm scared to use up my precious G-coins that I spent lots of time on to get.. stupid offers that didn't even go through.. hmm... I guess I'll just wait for more offers LOL but omggg addicted to the maxx someone join me T__T I'm so bored by myself but at the same time entertained HAHAHAH don't know if that makes sense but yenno :3 So I have a new found love for Kamui Gakupo. The vocaloid. T__T He's so.. hot.. the madness.. of.. duke venomania.. I really .. just.. wish.. that.. were.. real.. ^_________^ I WOULDN'T MIND GOING TO HIS PLACE KEEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE .. I even went searchin all over the internet for some .. sexy.. wallpapers of him ;__; and found a few and had a fangirl moment speaking of fangirl moment.. OLOLOLL VIVIAN ILY AHAHAHA Today I was at her house for the dance project (not even gunna go in detail.. if I were to go in detail I would end up throwing a brick at all of those peoples' faces.) anyways we were searching up hot men at some point i don't remember why.. it was for a reason though LOL well we were searchin up them hotties.. and she showed me .. forgot who it was.. someone from super junior but like he like airhumped to this girl and she squealed and I was like OH NO YOU AIN'T SEEN NOTHIN YET!!! -shows vivian Ruki in Guren licking mic very sexually.. ill find the video in a bit :3- and she freaked out LOLOL then we replayed it a few times.. oh Ruki why are you so hot? Then I showed her Obscure by Dir En Grey music video AHHA everyone was freakin out callin it freaky and scary but vivian and I were freakin' out cause we thought it was sooooo hot LOL I admit.. I'm into those kinda things.. I find it very veryveryveryveyvyeyveyvyrey hot.. VERY hot. VERY VERY VERY HOT. so hot that I just had to bold all this. SO ANYWAYS HAHAH omfg Kyo you short cutie !!! Kyo from Dir En Grey is like MY HEIGHT he's so short ! for a guy!! it's too cute ! and I especially found it cute when he said at the end of a comment "and don't call me -CHAN!" HAHAA made him even cuter! I just wish I could hug you Kyo : ( you'd take away all my problems with just one hug. anyways enough of my annoying rantingness / fangirling HAHA Im kinda hungry so I'm gunna go take some more offers on tinierme to get more gcoins.... ... ... . and hopefully get my yowane haku eyes T.T PLEASEE I beg of you ! and eat some .. pizza pockets again HAHAHA yum yum ! Bye bye guys ! whoever is reading.. thanks guys for reading HAHA and and and I guess thanks for putting up with my annoyingness and stupidity !!!!!!!!! Until Next Time~ PS. so like.. I almost msged you today ;__; Like literally.. opened your msn window and typed something then realized what the results would be ... and closed the window right away.. hurt me a little bit on the inside though !! shows how weak I really am, huh? It's ohkay I'll try hard not to do this anymore ;__; I must be STRONG! strong with.. my.. emotion..muscles? YEH THAT'S RIGHT! WORK THEM EMOTION MUSCLES >:) On
Monday, November 29, 2010 at
12:26 AM The long awaited long weekend is finally here. I have waited so long for this day.. but I wasn't too happy today =/ mandarin test i got 59/70.. which is REALLY bad. 84 % =/ I think I have finally given up on mandarin.. probably cause she keeps picking on me lately =/ .. First of all last last class.. I rent the workbook and I'm the only one who does.. so I wasn't sure which page she wanted to look at cause she told everyone to hand in their books .. so I showed her the sheet I was about to hand in and asked her "Is this the right pages?" and she answered back with "Yes! Please hand it in : )" So I handed it in.. then next class which would be last class ( a bit confusing HAHA) She was all like "Sarah I don't know what you did.. you handed in the wrong pages.. i'm afraid you won't get marks for the homework" ... WTF? You fucking told me that they were the right pages.. then I said "You told me they were the right pages.." and she was all like "No, no I didn't" .. then a few other students heard when she said I had the right pages =/.. then today's class.. she put on this student educational mandarin film thing.. iuno what it was.. to be honest I didn't give a shit. But she told us to take notes on this video because we might have a pop quiz on it.. so I took out my notebook and tried to take as many notes as I can .. then she came by my desk TWICE saying "Sarah pay attention to the video stop doing other work" ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME ? I'M TAKING YOUR FUCKING NOTES THAT YOU WANTED ME TO FUCKING TAKE. I have finally had enough of Ms.Wu.. I mean shes a cute old asian lady but she's such a bitch. -.- can't wait till grade 12.. woon't need to deal with her fucking annoying self anymore. anyways sorry for the anger.. a bit on the edge lately. .. oh yeah english speech. I got 22/25 =/ .. not good at all. I'm sure my marks are dropping.. It's cause I really can't handle everything right now.. Band.. strings.. so much confusing math.. stupid planning assignments.. lots of random essays / speeches.. STUPID MANDARIN ASSIGNMENTS THAT TAKE FRICKIN HOURS TO DO... PE dance project.. and just everything .. it's quite hard to juggle everything at once. -sigh- Alright then, since you don't want to talk to me anymore guess I won't put any effort in talking to you. No point anyways .. have been putting effort into my convos with you and you just answer with things that don't even sound like you're actually listening to and taking in what I'm saying.. it's like a robotic answer. No feeling in it whatsoever.. you may word it to make it sound like you care but how I see it is you really don't. So I guess it's finally time for goodbye, huh? How many times has this happened that I gave you more chances? too many to count. That was the last of the chances. Goodbye. Anyways I'm gunna go eat ice cream now and watch some FRIENDS..(with rachel ross monica chandler joey and phoebe.. not watch my real friends =.= im not creepy HAHA) =/ seems like the only thing that will keep me laughing ありがとう、さよなら。 On
Friday, November 26, 2010 at
11:03 PM I absolutely despise you. Where do you think you're going with this? Is it doing anything? no. Then stop it. No need to be a pest just get out of my life, please. I have had enough of you. and then there's you. Why is it that when I want you to talk to me, you don't. Then when I absolutely do not want you to talk to me, you do? I tried treating you the way you treated me but I just can't bring myself to doing it. Screw this. You piss me off. Why does it seem like everythings coming down now.. first of all I have a shit load of tests and assignments and speeches and stuff this week.. then I lose my USB.. my precious USB that my dad bought me... then people.. just so many people.. why now ? I'm starting to lose it each day. People are starting to notice too.. I am glad there is a long weekend up.. not only that but there's snow <3>W< just when I talk to them it's not the same.. there used to be so much connection and we used to talk SO MUCH ! I always had fun talking to them too.. now it just seems different.. like they aren't even interested in talking to me anymore. Like they have replaced me or something.. Well isn't that just lovely? Sorry for my post of rants or w.e you would call this.. Just really needed to get all of this out On
Thursday, November 25, 2010 at
11:16 PM I hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you I FREAKING HATE YOU. bye. at
2:35 AM I FOUND THE CUTEST SHOES EVER. So like.. I went to my moms workplace.. Arm&Navy store thing.. and omfggg ! I was looking at shoes for fun at first cause I had nothing else to do ( My sisters were looking for shoes to buy, I thought that I had enough shoes) Then I saw them. The godly pair of shoes. I thought at first "Hey, these aren't bad!" Then I picked them up .. inspected.. and put them back down. My sisters saw me looking at them so they told me to just try it on. I decided "alright lets try these on for fun " I put them on and fell in love ;__; they're pretty high heeled but its COMFORTABLE unlike most heels that I have D: they were $29.99.. kind of expensive.. but my mom is waiting for her 30% off that's coming soon >: ) then she said she'll get it for me.. I WILL PAY HER BACK IN THE FUTURE!!! FOR SUUUREEE! But KYAHH loved them so much though.. first time i've freaked out over any type of shoes. They're like ankle boots with a somewhat bow at the side and its like grayish and heeled ~ Perfect spring / summer schoes ^__^ ANYWAYS enough about shoes and being girly HAHA btw for those who didn't know what the last post was about.. cause they were in japanese.. it's a very good song by the vocaloids : ) Melt! One of my favourites cause its such a cute song~ then the picture just fitted so I stuck it there cause I also love Bokura Ga Ita.. was an ohkay manga I guess... the ending.. was kind of... meh.. LOL but it was cute : P Sea Urchin- kun!!! HAHA too adorable~ I'm stressed still : ( How long have I been stressed? since the beginning of the year. THE VERY FIRST DAY. All of these random speeches coming out of nowhere are so stressing T^T!! I'll work hard to make sure I don't though.. both are about same things.. in different subjects HAHA but they're slightly different so idk if I can use the same one for both.. I'll incorporate some things in though ~ hmmhmmhmm so my mommy got me some good cookies : ) "lok teen hong zai bang" as it's called in canto HAHA can't really spell it out but it's too gooddd !!! "Ace Koala chocolate biscuit" the chocolate inside is like.. soft ! so good D: and its like not too sweet and the cookie part is like the perfect taste!!! THEN WHAT I LOVE THE MOST -- THEY HAVE A KOALA PICTURE ON EACH COOKIE ! SO CUTE but makes me sort of sad to eat them HAHAHAHA SO IT'S WINTER AND LIKE.. IT'S COLD. HAHA Each day I have been layering up like crazy! top = 5 layers.. not including my crazy thick jacket scarf + mittens + earmuffs! <33 Leggings and Skinny jeans on top thick socks.. sometimes long socks + boots and yet I'm still sick and coughing.. feels like I got worse!!! WTHHHH LOL so many layers too >: O WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO TALK ABOUT SO i'm in a good mood today cause finally ive been waiting so long.. I don't have as much hwk! This can help me with my speech! Will get started on that soon! AND OMFG THIS DOUG GUY WHO WAS A GUEST IN STRINGS PLAYS THIS CELLO AND WHEN HE PLAYS IT OMFG it's the most beautiful thing ive seen... the vibrato is like PERFECT with a PERFECT tone and like PERFECT notes and omfg D: I wanna be as good as him!!! I sort of wanna switch over to the full size cello now.. it has such a nice tone and I love it.. so warm sounding and smooth >W< Unlike my 3/4 size cello.. just full size is too big for me ;__________; .. It feels so uncomfortable playing it but at the same time feels right .. that could sound wrong LOLOL .. and I know I keep switching topics.. sorry guys HAHA that's me. I went on tinierme.com again. and I wanna play more now D: I like dressing up my character to make it extrra cute! Then it's fun to draw her out ^__^ HAHAHA oh god I keep going back to those stupid online games that I used to play all the time D; maplestory.. HAHAH ANYWAYS I needa go wash the dishes.. so many.. so I might post more later, maybe not depending on whether I have smth to .. OMFG I CAN'T WATCH THE SYMPHONY ORCHESTRA T.T im depressed now. but it's my fault.. so anyways.. brb I guess >W< Until Next Time~ (Or Later?) On
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 at
9:48 PM メルト 溶けてしまいそう 好きだなんて 絶対にいえない… だけど メルト 目も合わせられない 恋に恋なんてしないわ わたし だって 君のことが …好きなの On
Sunday, November 21, 2010 at
12:13 AM I'm sick again. Ain't that just lovely? Finally recovered and I'm sick again. What's even worse is this time there are back pains + a load of stress added to my sickness. AUGHH ENGLISH why must you kill me like this? =/ I frickin hate english.. we have to do a stupid persuasive speech ;__; I SUCK WITH PERSUADING PEOPLE how do I do this D: What's even worse is I don't know what to do my speech on .. so I'm kind of stuck =.= The outline is due monday. and I still have no idea what I'm doing AUGHUIUAGGIAUGH but.. SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW. takes everything off my mind HAHA cause it was SNOWING so much yesterday night ^__^ I just hope it continues snowing! I really want to play in the snow.. I wish school would just end. Like now. I'm so stressed it's not even funny anymore .. I can't handle two speeches.. the two speeches .. the topics are about the same but for socials I am donig the speech with my friend.. so I can't use that one for English aswell because I didn't do it fully by myself >W< So I have to remember part of socials speech AND a speech for english. and then I have an impromptu speech for english ;__; augh I think this is the month that I will die. I already feel it anyways im gunna go start on homework or I won't be able to finish it in time =/ Until Next Time~ On
Saturday, November 20, 2010 at
7:34 PM snow snow snow SNOW SNOW ! OMFGOFMGOFMGOFMGO IM SO HAPPY IT'S SNOWING SO MUCH RIGHT NOW ! I can't believe it ! Last year was all suckish and not christmasy, because there was like only ONE day of snow =/ Now this year it started snowing so early AND ITS SNOWING A LOT ! I LOVE IT ! but it's gunna be difficult getting to school on time.. and I have all the teachers that CARE when you're late on first period.. WU and BILESKY aiiyah you know.. band is not the best class to have when you have a MAJOR headache.. all day today I had the biggest headache ever. It has died down a bit but I can still feel it a bit. When I had band, the instruments sounded so much louder than usual ;__; and then my head start feeling like someone was hitting my head with like a car over and over again -.- died a bit.. soo like I found a new vocaloid song.. and like I now love Gakupo even more than EVER. omfg he is so hot I just want to like touch him. If only he were real HAHA Gackt is real though : ) For those who didn't know, (even though its kind of obvious if you know gackt and if you know vocaloids..) Kamui Gakupo was modelled after Gackt and uses the voice of Gackt. It is amazing how feudal his voice sounds. Sometimes, there's this shaky sound to it .. I can't quite explain but its just beautiful. So I'm gunna post the new song I found but I need to warn you.. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE SEXY THINGS WITH PEOPLE MAKIN OUT AND LIKE TOUCHIN EACHOTHER AND LIKE THINGS LIKE THAT, don't watch it. They don't really show it but they have parts of the song that show like.. some very.. sexual looking things.. the song is good though : ) and the video is predictable but so awesome LOL I was like WHOAAA ! at the end HAHA Only thing missing from this though is Rin and Len~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5uuUoeyLfM - just gunna post link.. cause when i embedded it.. it made my whole layout fat. LOLOL SO like yeah HAHA Anyways.. So for socials.. I know I have complained many times about the student teacher .. but I actually miss him now. My real teacher came back and like.. I almost died. She gave us SO MUCH homework to be done and its just so unnecessary.. then I have two speeches to be done for next week. I can't do it .. I suck with persuading people.. ;__; -sigh- OMG so anyone remember those koala mini cookies.. in shape of koalas with a picture of koala on it and then chocolate inside? My mom bought me a whole box of it. and like. I'm almost finished all of them HAHAH it's too good : ( HMM what else is there to talk about... STRESS STRESS STRESS.. TIRED TIRED TIRED.. WANT TO SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP. That's about it. LOL I will probably sleep earlier today : P anyways all I can talk about today HAHA nothing interesting has happened lately.. maybe .. next week is the first full week in awhile. CEPT WE HAVE ASSEMBLIES so I guess that's somewhat better HAHAH .. we miss .. one class ;__; or part of one class.. better than not missing any..I hate socials and english.. they are slowly killing me. thanks : ( Until Next Time~ at
12:47 AM YOOOO I know what I need to do during winter break. Catch up on my mangas. ;__; I have neglected them for way too long !!! I dislike this >: O I miss reading pandora hearts.. HAHA I remember freakin out for last months chapter .. but I guess this is usual since they update every month HAHAH but then again.. there's bleach that I have neglected.. and there was something else.. OH YES KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN @__@ ESPECIALLY KHR ;__; I miss Takeshi!!!!! I'm so sad though.. he better still be able to walk or i'm gunna rage all the way to mexico or wherever.. somewhere far.. iuno i'm not good with maps ahh.. I seem to have trust issues of some sort.. @__@ So many people I just can't seem to trust FULLY. I don't know if it's just me being weird lately but yeah.. I always have a feeling that people secretly dislike me to the core and are just acting nice to me.. meh maybe I'll get over this eventually. HAHA So while typing this I am listening to the playlist on my blog.. track 3 is so out of nowhere. HAHA you hear .. slow slow.. FAST PACE ACTIVE SONG .. calm slow.. LOVE IT ~ I especially love track 4 though ^__^ cello~ OMFGG speaking of cello.. I finally have my freakin playing test @___@ Got postponed like 3 times I think >W< Everyone else has done theirs cept me !!! ToT I am so scared HAHA My fingers always go slower than my bowing so it sounds weird.. I should work on that.. I needa start writing down my practice dates -.- practice logs are due god dam.. I hate how he never reminds us.. cause I think it doesn't matter and then I don't do the practice logs then one day "OHKAY PRACTICE LOGS ARE DUE HAND THEM IN" WTFF ?!?! -MAJORSIGH- so turns out the planning thing wasn't due today and is indeed due Friday.. So much to do this week I hate it.. I should be doing all my homework right now but instead i'm updating my blog HAHAH HOW LOVELY ? :3 ********** OMFGOFMOGMFOMGOFGOFMGOFMGOFMOGMFGG -superexcitement- OMG ^___^ AHOAUHFOUAWGUIE your beautifulness has spoken to me. HAHAHAHA not really speaking to me.. ;__; but it was more than.. two words.. so so so I count that ^0^ kyahh made me get all shy LMFAO I'm such a dork =.= but you are indeeed SO beautiful that you make me a dork : P and I especially hate when people assume I like a person just cause I called them cute / beautiful <__< JEEZ LOUISE one of the major things that.. WTF WHEN WAS THIS SONG ON MY PLAYLIST I could have sworn I deleted it.. Track 6.. is also out of nowhere HAHA they all sound so turned on when singing.. it's quite hot.. DASOKU I LOVE YOU.. ahem anyways one of the major things that I hate is when I call someone cute and someone automatically assumes I like them =.= but anyways you are indeed very very very beautiful -creepy smile- HAHAHA so I just needed to say this.. WHY DO YOU JUST GLARE AT ME FROM A DISTANCE? IS IT NECESSARY? DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG? If I did confront me and tell me what I did wrong so I can fix w.e is between us.. there's always this.. like.. wrath vibe between us or smth iuno what I did.. and hopefully it's nothing that's like EXTREMELY bad.. but I tell you this, I did not intend to hurt you in any way so please just tell me what's wrong.. I don't like this cause you're an.. awesome person.. or well seem like an awesome person cause honestly I don't even know you. I've only had like one class with you so I guess I sort of know you.. but not too well So why is it that you glare at me ? and like everytime I say hi to you .. you kinda just glare and look away .. I know you heard and saw me cause you looked straight at me =/ I'm sure you and your group of friends has a problem with me cause of the way you all act to me.. but honestly .. I don't even know of anything bad that I did that would cause this treatment towards me. People tell me to ignore it but it's kind of hard.. when I see you everyday -.-; I honestly believe that I don't deserve this kind of treatment, but if you think so then ohkay.. You can just keep living with that.. living your wonderful live(s) while I suffer. Thanks guys, thanks. =/ What else can I talk about.. I know there is still something else.. cause usually when I'm done blogging.. I feel like I lifted a huge grudge and I feel so light .. but today I still feel like something is weighting on my chest.. hmm .. so Double Helix.. by Nancy Werlin was a pretty good book o-o I would rate it maybe 4.5/5.. Just I expected more of an.. OMFG SERIOUSLY? than a "oh wait what?!" Wasn't too excited about the ending but it was pretty.. unique I guess HAHA ended in a very quick way.. but everything else was good LOL maybe I needa freak out more about the beautiful person.. HAHAH probably not I'll eventually figure out what I needed to talk abotu and post it here.. ANYWAYS TIME TO GO FINISH W.E I HAVE TO DO TODAY LOL so little time =.= I was doing so well with not procrastinating too D: This whole beginning of the year has been OHKAY so far and then this happens HAHA WOOOPS ! ANYWAYS! Until Next Time~ On
Monday, November 15, 2010 at
8:55 PM kyahh I was at yoko yaya's today and OMFG I found so many cute things ! I have to go back! I sort of regret not buying some things ! HAHAH but anyways : ) I think during winter break.. im gunna get like a makeover.. HHAHAHA Im gunna change my hair and possibly makeup style o: First of all, for hair I am probably gunna cut it shorter.. (shoulder length? maybe a bit shorter?) and still keep it layered and stuff then for the bangs ill get like straight bangs but pushed to the side o: then for makeup.. maybe add a bit more colour : P like coloured liner + black or smth like that ~ keehee ~ kyahh todayy ! I was at tinseltown and I went into this pet store ! THIS CUTE DOGGY WAS OUT OF ITS BOX THING and in the open area but like .. its like.. I don't know how to explain LOL but it was so cute.. so heartbreaking though ! It kept trying to get to us and like pawing at the door and it was so sad >W< It looked so confused ! and it looked like it wanted to play ! THEN THERE WERE CUTE KITTIES OMFG KITTIESSS ! I didn't even notice there were kitties until we went looking for Matt and I found him LOOKING AT THEM ! they were too cute ! so fluffy looking and omgg <3 loved it ! and I finally.. quenched my.. mcdonalds crave .. that Ive had for like a month now HAHAHAHA Finally got my bacon cheeseburger ;__; so good so good I want another one though !! and I also got A MANGO JULIUS !! so many good foods today ! but I didn't buy anything else .. I sound like such a pig : P HMMM My back actually felt better today o: I don't know if it's cause I was having fun or if it's actually feeling better.. I think it was cause I was having fun cause right now I can feel the pain again -.- I find it funyn how I keep complaining about this and I still haven't seen the doctor =/ Not only do I have back pains, but now I have a rash where my dad put that ointment on me =.= so itchy ! Career research project. GO DIE NOW. NOW ! GO ! -points to recycle bin- ;___; This is so annoyinggg I hate this assignment the most =/ I'm sure I'm gunna fail this assignment cause I practically put the same thing over and over again LMFAOO cause that's my answer to the questions =.= Last night.. the only words.. that I kept seeing over and over again.. "SCIENCES, PHARMACEUTICAL, MATH, BIOLOGY, BIOCHEMISTRY" words like that ;__; But it was quite interesting learning more about the job that I want ! Actually had a bit of fun.. but the thing is.. I'm not even sure when it's due =/ People keep telling me its monday but I swear ! She said something about it being due on friday ! I swear @__@ I guess I'll just do it all now and hope to get atleast an A on this ;_______; SO HARD FINDING INFORMATION ON MUSICIAN GODD DAMMM D: My grandma is the cutest woman ever. Yesterday when I went to visit her, when it was time to go, I gave her a kiss on the cheek and squeezed her hands tightly and told her I would be back the next night. She gave me such a big smile it made me SO happy ! .. But now I feel bad .. cause I told her I would go tonight.. but my parents left without me T.T I didn't think they would be leaving so early !!! aughh I'll make sure to tell her tmr why I couldn't make it ! I'm sorry grandma, I love you ! <3 Until Next Time~ On
Saturday, November 13, 2010 at
6:37 PM My back.. I am really starting to worry now =/ It still hurts.. I guess not as bad but a few days ago.. after strings class I was taking my cello out of my dads car and i did something wrong.. and HUGE PAIN shot through my WHOLE BODY and I couldn't walk properly for 2 hours.. So I ended up just sleeping it off .. My dad has been putting some old man smelling ointment on me and it's working a bit more.. but it still hurts.. I keep mentioning to my dad that maybe I should go to the doctor but he keeps saying "Oh its fine, just use this ointment" @___@ Is it really?! He's kind of pissed too.. cause he understands the back pains but his exact words in canto were "Dam it.. kids these days carrying all those textbooks in their backpacks.. You're so young and yet you have such bad back pains.." But the pain seems to be lessening.. I just hope it stays this way =/ cause the last time it lessened.. It got worse a day after =/ Anyways.. so its 2:26 AM and im still online blogging.. why you ask ? I don't know I don't really feel like sleeping.. I hate when I get this feeling.. I am tired to the max but I get this weird feeling like I'm not supposed to sleep.. meh i'm a weird person I should get over it -sigh- I absolutely hate when people talk to me and they obviously don't want to >W< ( signs = one word answers (LOL, ok, lol, yes, okay, etc.) , answers with just a face (XD, =D , etc), answers that don't seem to have any interest in what you just said (oh really now? .. -(then nothing else)) or just answers with DOTS. MOST HATED (....)) If you don't want to talk to me then why the hell did you message me? seriously. I am dying from homework/tests/quizzes/instrument load. Like seriously.. do you expect me to still be alive after 2 tests, 3 quizzes, concerts + playing tests,1 project, stupid assigments, back pains, and family issues? I don't think I can handle any of this anymore. Hmm what else can I talk about.. that may be it.. I think I should sleep now.. maybe my back isn't getting better cause of my lack of sleep.. On
Friday, November 12, 2010 at
2:22 AM OMG. TODAY. WAS. AWESOME. So at the beginning when the music council people or w.e mentioned the music mixer.. I was thinking "eh.. doesn't seem like something I'll be interested in =/" So I decided I wouldn't go. Then my section told me LAST MINUTE "we want 100% of our section to be there at the music mixer" I told them I couldn't go but I felt bad. Finally, I realized I had nothing else to do that day.. and hey ! We just did a full day of Remembrance day concert! I was in the mood for band things and music things : ) So I finally thought "Yeah I guess I'll go !" Sally and I stayed afterschool because we found it useless to just go home and them go right back to school after just for the music mixer. As the time approached for the music mixer Sally and I chilled in the counsellors suite ;D ftw. LOL anyways ~ Then out comes Mr.Reid from out of nowhere ! We were both so confused HAHAHA but we were talking to angus and chris on the phone (just realized I am using names now HAHA ) and it was speaker phone.. Mr.Reid heard and he sounded SUPER excited "WHO ARE OYU GUYS TALKING TO ?!?!" we told him and he finally took the phone and started talking to them.. funny thing is.. they thought it was us : P FAIL! HAHAH but anyways ! When the music mixer started I wasn't too thrilled with some games I wasn't too interested in.. then came more games and I got in the mood. Just this one girl pissed me off <__< AHAH kept going SHHHHHHHHHH over and over again and then SHE would talk like SUPER loud a few seconds after.. so you're making it quieter so you can talk louder? huh. ANYWAYS ! OMFG HAHA I loved the music mixer and this will always be in my memories. I was gunna leave earlier at first because I didn't really want to watch the movie.. then I heard which movie it was. Scott Pilgrim vs world or smth along the lines of that HAHAHA IT WAS SO GOOD ! HAHAHAH I loved it ! It made me laugh so many times : ) Then after that there was a lot of pieing, etc : ) Mr.Reid, Urquhart, etc! Got me excited HAHA but I was too short to see al lof it =/ EVEN WITH HEELS I was too short =/ a bit embarassing omfg. you. sir. are. just. beautiful. you and that gorgeous bowl HAHAHAHA stood out so much HAHAHAHA I don't know if it's just me who thought that but it was indeed, beautiful. ... in a way AND THEN DURING THE CONCERT OMFG. THE CONCERT. LOVED IT LOVED IT LOVED IT. First of all I got to miss most of mandarin ;D but when we got back in.. there was like.. soem asian porn movie playing and everyone was like "...-covers eyes-" AHAHA then the sub finally decided to stop it cause it was getting too much >W< AWKWARDDDD but the concert hahah oh section leader. How many times do I have to say, how awesome you are? HAHAHAHAHAH seriously. so this is how it went (just remembered how I had a previous setup like this) Sarah: -feels section leader + friends hair- section leader: SO what are you doing? Some sort of concert for who has the softest hair? Sarah: YES! NO JK : ) But I like feeling hair <3 Section Leader: .. you mean the hair on the head right? and not.. anywhere else? Sarah: ................................... EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW Everybody around: ?! what happened Sarah: -half dying from laughter- HAHAHA that was one of the highlights of my day, honestly. and sorry if I sound like a loser. But today.. even though majority of the day was covered with music stuff.. (Im such a bandgeek / orch dork ;__; ) I enjoyed it so much and it was the only day that has kept me sane. Only thing about today that I disliked was the stupid socials quiz =/ I knew like NOTHING guessed on most of it.. I'm sure i'm gunna fail this one -.- But this made me like my socials student teacher a bit more.. he gave my group and I 30/30 on this project thing ^__^ we worked so hard on it so I am proud / glad ~ ANYWAYS My wrists are starting to hurt from typing so much ! Until Next Time~ On
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 at
11:51 PM AHAHHA I feel so awesome ~ So like I was doing my socials project.. that stupid .. political comics.. and like I had to draw massive immigration to britain and the trade thing.. I was doing the immigration one and there was this empty space so I was like "hmm I needa draw one more couple of some sort.." THEN I DREW SEBASTIAN AND CIEL HAHAHAH LOVE IT I feel like such an otaku .. NOT ONLY THAT for the new one im drawing.. fenian raids... Karen and I decided we will be doing a whole group of "fenians" plotting to raid places.. so we were like.. we need a general! and the other people ! so we thought of war.. cause raiding iuno makes us think of war.. so then we brought up this silly idea .. was a joke at first "Why don't we do vocaloids ;D love is war edition ;D -laughs-" then we both paused and were like DUDE LETS DO IT ! So yeh now I'm sitting here drawing the vocaloids sitting down plotting to raid New Brunswick and Upper Canada HAHAHHAHA LOVE IT I am such an otaku but I AM PROUD. I BRING MY OTAKUNESS INTO MY SCHOOL WORK to make school work more fun. HAHAH I am so excited to draw Luka though.. her love is war version is like a general because shes wearing a general hat and shes all sexy and stuff so YEAH shes the general.. then beside on the other side will be gakupo and the rest.. miku kaito meiko rin&len and gumi are sitting down listening to the plans >: ) kufufufufu so fun so fun ~ anyways that's all I had to say HAHA OH + For the next anime evolution thing .. I am gunna save up for Luka's love is war cosplay ;D and I will be going as her hopefully ;D But I have to magically grow.. LOL HEELED BOOTS FTW ;__; Luka is too tall and sexy ! I don't know if it will work ! But I like her hat HAHAH ANYWAYS BACK TO WORK~ Until Next Time~ On
Monday, November 8, 2010 at
5:52 PM woops said I would update yesterday and got too caught up in my mandarin homework.. HAHAHA ew. SO yesterday.. I started posting up my music ~ and finally I finished my playlist : D YAY! Most of the songs are pretty calm and sad sounding.. don't know why HAHA but there ARE a few active sounding ones ~ It's wonderful~ I actually really like this playlist ^__^ Cause it has a mix of active.. sad.. and my rock / metal songs : D all vocaloids ~ cept for.. two? again HAHA BUT ANYWAYS! Today I went to watch Don Giovanni at UBC old auditorium! and I felt so bad ! Cause I thought we had to meet AT the old auditorium so I told everyone I was going with to meet up at 4 cause it'll take time to find it.. turns out.. we were meeting Reid at bus loop =/ I feel like such a bi*** now D: cause everyone had to leave their house so early cause of me >W< but I guess its good cause we went to mcdonalds and we ate some food .. if we didn't I would've died of hunger ! But I only had a McFlurry and large fries.. had my vegetarian day today. ;__; But overall I found the opera WONDERFUL! The place was so cool, too ! They had this lower part for the band + orchestra and omfggg it was so cool! They had such a small band + orchestra but their sound was like.. TOP NOTCH .. well atleast I thought so HAHA they sounded so professional and omfgg ! Since today, I now want to continue music in my life (cept maybe band in grade 12 I won't take) really don't want to conduct LOL But that means.. I have to drop my dream of taking autoshop in grade 11 T.T! sadness ! OMGG So like.. I'm gunna die of homework load soon. I have so much to study for and so much to do >W< I don't have that much time! HONESTLY. I can't wait until the winter concert though.. HAHA Instruments ftw ~ but I am scared for monday. I have my strings demonstration of skills HAHA I was supposed to have it on thursday.. but likee we ran out of time and I had to book it cause my dad was already at the school to pick me up.. ANYWAYS random but my sister had like this huge bag of clothes she didn't want anymore.. and I kinda stole a bunch of things HAHA most of the things she didn't even wear once ! So I am doing the lovely clothes a favor by wearing them ;) I picked out smth today that I was doubting at first.. One of those really.. asian.. hoodie things.. with the HUGE sleeves and it's kind of short? Can't really explain all too well.. but I'll wear it to school one day HAHA wore it to the opera today and I actually really liked how it looked o-o made me look really asian though.. HAHAH ..what else do I have to talk about.. OMG OH YES I am pigging out to the max HAHA It is so hard going like.. 6 hours or so without food >W< I usually eat like every few minutes at home .. that's why I died at the stupid paralympics choir thing <__< WAS NOT willing to go for the real thing the next day LMFAO But apparently they got fed more... psh I am a very hungry girl. I actually think that's all I have to say.. soo enjoy the new playlist/layout and have a wonderful day ;D + can't wait till long weekend~ squeeeeeeee ! Until Next time~ On
Sunday, November 7, 2010 at
12:32 AM YAY NEW LAYOUT FTW! LOL I decided.. I want a new layout D: Inspired by Megurine Luka.. It is very pink. As many of my friends may know, I dislike the colour pink. So why is my whole layout pink, you ask? ..That is because it fits with Luka.. not like I can make an orange layout with Luka HAHAH .. I love Luka : ) I was thinking of doing a full playlist of Luka songs.. but now I think I'm just gunna go with all vocaloid music. Though I do like Luka's voice and her beautiful song, I have many other vocaloid songs that I want on my blog ;) I will be changing playlist in a bit ~ brb for now ;D needa wash dishes and shower .. then i'll come back and blog about my day or w.e I usually talk about HAHA ^__^ On
Friday, November 5, 2010 at
9:39 PM -sigh!- So we had our band concert thingy .. missed mandarin OMFG THANK GOODNESS I've been waiting all my highschool life to finally miss mandarin for smth HAHA .. I usually miss everything BUT mandarin T.T But then today I had an english test.. and did so bad on it T^T I didn't get it marked yet but I have this vibe.. I'm sure I did bad =/ I barely even studied.. I was busy practicing all day yesterday for the concert today + my DOS (Demonstration of Skills) for strings ;__; Then I got tired and .. yeh.. HAHA the things I DID study.. I couldn't remember =.= There were so many questions on the test that could've been more than one answer @__@ It was multiple choice too so I didn't know what to do D: I'm sure I failed it.. first of all.. my essay for the english test.. was only one page =/ double spaced back and front of page.. I'm sure I failed T.T BUT GOOD NEWS ! I am allowed to visit my grandma again !! So I am on my way to visit her later ~ After I finish eating din din which is now and do a bit hwk I will get going ;D So excited ! and I feel so special! She asked about me HAHA .. But that's also a sign that I am not visiting her enough T.T I MISS YOU GRANDMA ! SO MUCH! OMG yesterday night while i was "studying" and pigging out.. I was also searching for vocaloid music.. and I found a whole load of new songs !! KYAHHH So happy ! LOL They're mostly metal songs by vocaloids (vocarock ftw ;D) and it's amazing.. how real.. their screams sound !!! @__@ I was listening to one last night and then I hear this crazy bloody scream and I jumped and started freakin out cause I thought it was coming from outside of my house.. then i realized it was part of the song HAHA BUT ANYWHO ! Here's one of the songs I found ~ It's the only NON metal one that I found that I liked HAHA it sounds so calming and stuff but then the lyrics are like what the ?! HAHA Can't stop listening to it though.. and still listening to DASOKU HAHAHAH.. but anyways.. my back still hurts =/ wthh.. seriously its been so long.. but it's getting better SLOWLY LOL probably cause i'm using that asian sticky stuff though.. it actually helped a bit HAHAHAHA anyways ! I'm gunna go start on my hwk now ! needa finish ! :3 Until Next Time~! On
Thursday, November 4, 2010 at
5:51 PM WARNING: May contain offensive language in between quotation marks. Don't read if it bothers you. """ LOL. So you know what I absolutely hate? When people OBVIOUSLY hate you and when they're OBVIOUSLY talking about you. (everybody looks at the same time) It's just obvious. It's like me holding a lemon and someone saying HEY ARE YOU HOLDING A LEMON? NO DUH. Captain obvious. =.=.. LOL crappy example I know : P But whatever ~ and what I hate even more.. when they obviously hate you and like are all bitchy to you when you're by yourself and ignore you and everything.. then you're with your friends they walk by and are all like "OH HEY ! ♥ -"cute" wave-" -.-;;; Like seriously. How fake can you get? -.-...... People may be thinking "hypocrite!" Yeh well, get over it. I know I am. (Sometimes, that is : P) HAHA Love how I am such a hypocrite ranting about stuff .. But I am not even kidding anymore it is bothering me a lot. I tried giving more chances by being nice to you, trying to talk to you, possibly helping you out if you need help and more.. and yet what do I get in return? A bitchy glare and a judging look. Keep your judging to yourself, ma'am / sir. I give up on you. No more trying to be your friend anymore. I have had it. I know you're loved by everyone I have to admit you're awfully adorable. Like to the MAX. But I really can't handle it anymore. Nice meeting you. """ Anyways enough with my ranting. Sorry. OH MY GOODNESS I AM OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH DASOKU. KYAHH !!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥ HIS BEAUTIFUL VOICE T.T I can't handle it ! AIIYAH I think i'm gunna die by his beautiful voice, not even kidding !!! I will post a video in a bit ;D needa find his best song imo HAHA Waaah I am so happy ! I finished by homework before 12 am today >: D HURRAY FOR ME ♥ I came home today and said "DO YOUR HOMEWORK" cause I had way too much HAHA and managed to finish before 2 am today YEUHH! But today at school.. BAND ! I am so excited for our concert ! Lawrence of Arabia FTW. Our band really likes that song LOL We can play it so well! and it sounds amazing !!! Mr.Reid can even tell ! "You guys are really obvious. When you really like a song you actually take it home and practice it until you can play it.. then the songs you guys don't like.. you just don't bother with!" He saw right through us! T/////T SO well.. as i am typing this... i am listening.. to DASOKUUUUU -fangirl mode- HAHA too much fangirling? maybe maybe : ) I still feel like I am losing some friends =/ Maybe cause I rant so much? HAHA But you know what? This is a good thing. If I lose friends.. it shows which are the good friends that will take me for who I am and stay being my friend. Those ones are the golden ones : ) The ones that are there through thick and thin, whatever I go through.. help me out with whatever.. Love you guys so much ♥ But the ones that leave, I won't say it was for nothing ! It's good to meet new people and see who clicks with you ! That way you'll be able to get through life knowing what to look for ;D If I am making sense.. HAHA But yeah. hmm ..Just a thought I have..... People who don't fight for what they want... If you aren't willing to fight for it, then it means you don't really care about having it or not. Just sayin. HMM What else can I talk about... ^///^! OMFG TODAY my arm hit my oboe reed and I think it .. changed it somehow.. LOL cause after that happened.. I kept squeaking before every note and it became harder to make a noise and aiiyah ! I must take good care of this reed ! Even though it's doing that I'll work hard to get it back to normal.. atleast I can still play some notes on it right ? : ) It just sounds a bit wild right now.. HAHA I'LL GET THROUGH IT ;D What else .. I feel like I have not lifted everything yet.. OH RIGHT my back. SERIOUSLY I hate this.. a few days ago I was like OMFG MY BACK FEELS BETTER ♥♥♥ Then now it seems like it got worse.. I think I need to sleep earlier.. means I should go now huh? HAHA Wait let me post that dasoku loveliness first ... This isn't his BEST BEST BEST one that I liked the most.. But It was the one I was listening to atm and it sounds hopeful.. and determined.. LOL So Here it is Dasokus voice.. !!! ♥ I don't know if it's just me.. but it sort of sounds like .. a seiyuus voice.. I can't quite put my finger on which though.. I will figure this out eventually.. and the spinning Luka is ADORABLE LOL I ended up watching this video like 3 times just to watch her spin.. so cute !! ^0^ Anyways! I shall go sleep now ! And hope for the best for my back !! I will take a friends advice and sleep on a soft soft soft pillow where my back is.. hopefully it'll work !! THANK YOU MATT !!!! .. doubt he even reads this but yenno still gotta thank him HAHAHA will do that the next time I talk to him. Until next time!~ On
Tuesday, November 2, 2010 at
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