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SO like I'm watching FRIENDS and ... yo. I want a man that would drink a cup of fat for me : ( So sweet !! LOL Rachel and Ross ! SO CUTE !! Anyways that's all that I wanted to say ~ HAHA back to watching tv ^__^ On
Thursday, December 30, 2010 at
5:54 PM YO. SO LIKE I now.. really.. like.. bruno mars.. and taeyang. or SUN in cantonese HAHAH I can't stop calling TaeYang sun in cantonese now.. it just sounds so pretty HAHAHA HAHA today was hilarious. Dead Silence and jello. Best combination in the WORLD. I've watched the movie once before and the first time I remember being REALLY scared. This time I wasn't as scared.. maybe cause I knew what was gunna happen at a lot of parts o-o but like I still got really sad at the old man scene T^T I really like him : ( He was such a cute old man !!! But the jello was DELICIOUS. Thank you my loves for bringing so much jello !!! ♥ But you guys all requested that I keep the jello.. and now I have so much jello @___@ .. Don't know if I'll be able to finish them all !! Only two of my sisters eat jello and they don't even eat much as it is O: I forced them all to eat the jello I made though LOL! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... You kill me a bit more each day... I wonder if you know that? How much pain I feel? If you know.. makes me wonder.. if you know WHY I am feeling this pain. Hmm. Thought it was normal but apparently I am not over all this shit yet. Guess I am slow to recover in any way possible =/ .. Just, no more please. I don't want to feel this anymore.. Ohkay? I think I'm drowning Asphyxiated I wanna break this spell That you've created You're something beautiful A contradiction I wanna play the game I want the friction You will be the death of me I wanted freedom Bound and restricted I tried to give you up But I'm addicted Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation You'd never dream of Breaking this fixation You will squeeze the life out of me On
Tuesday, December 28, 2010 at
9:33 PM Falling Away With You I can't remember when it was good moments of happiness elude maybe I just misunderstood all of the love we left behind watching the flash backs intertwine memories I will never find so I'll love whatever you become and forget the reckless things we've done I think our lives have just begun I think our lives have just begun and I'll feel my world crumbling I'll feel my life crumbling I'll feel my soul crumbling away and falling away falling away with you staying awake to chase a dream tasting the air you're breathing in I know I won't forget a thing promise to hold you close and pray watching the fantasies decay nothing will ever stay the same all of the love we threw away all of the hopes we cherished fade making the same mistakes again making the same mistakes again I can feel my world crumbling I can feel my life crumbling I can feel my soul crumbling away and falling away falling away with you all of the love we've left behind watching the flash backs intertwine memories I will never find memories I will never find On
Monday, December 27, 2010 at
6:10 PM "Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon" at
5:24 PM Jeez louise. I hate when people just JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS and start calling me anorexic and saying I don't eat. UHM EXCUSE ME? You don't know me so don't say shit unless you know for sure. FOR YOUR INFORMATION I eat a lot of food AT HOME. I can't stand when people just THINK THINGS about me cause i'm skinny. Frickin people at the mall. -.- TWO DIFFERENT TIMES I HAVE BEEN CALLED ANOREXIC / SUPER SKINNY today and not only being called that.. they said things like "I bet she doesn't even eat.." or "I bet she's Anorexic.." I CAN'T HELP IT THAT I HAVE A FAST METABOLISM OHKAY? It wasn't my choice .. although it is nice to eat everything I want and not get fat :3 But like seriously if you don't know me then don't say shit about me ESPECIALLY NOT WHEN YOU'RE MAKING IT OBVIOUS AND LOOKING AND POINTING AT ME -.- stupid chinese ladies.. what? you think I don't understand you? YES why don't you make it even MORE obvious you're talking about me by POINTING and LOOKING at me. Are you stupid? and to think that old chinese ladies would be SMARTER than that. god. sorry just had to vent a bit -.- I almost like picked up a thousand shoes and threw it at their head =/ ... or w.e I can find .. BRICKS! I'll find them bricks ~~~ and throw it at their face ^___________^ Hurray! ANYWAYS! dude so chaotic at the mall.. frickin people everywhere and especially people who PUSH you and then make it seem like it's YOUR fault =.= absolutely hate those unreasonable people. HAHA so I discovered today.. that you can.. get free refills.. at mcdonalds.. for drinks.. T.T I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW !!!!!! DUDEE new discovery! I feel so stupid now LOL I used to pay for a new drink when I really want one =.= SUCH A WASTE OF MONEYYY !! anyways im gunna go chill and watch some tv cauuse I am DYINGG ! So tired ! LOL Fell asleep at like 5 .. and woke up at 8 =.= .. I really need more sleep man D: not good not good N.G N.G! Until Next Time!~ On
Sunday, December 26, 2010 at
7:10 PM SO LIKE. I made a new layout :3 !~~ Featuring the lovely gakupo and the couple from Bokura Ga Ita ~~ I was so pissed. LOL at first while I was making the banner I was so happy with it and was like OHKAY -flattens image.. for those who use photoshop you will understand for those who don't .. it technically just merges every layer together LOL- but anyways ~ I finished the banner and then closed it and it said "You have made chances to this ______ would you like to save?" -clicks no- .... -suddenly realizes I did not save it.- -freaks out like crazy- I almost cried. LOL Why did I click no? I have no idea I just had a feeling that I saved it already and accidentally drew on it.. cause I do that a lot ;__; So then I started on a new banner.. which is the one I used for this layout : P To tell you the truth this one looks a lot A LOT better than the first one I made. This one which I made in 5 minutes looked better compared to the other one that took me 20. HAHAHA But yeh I know the red text on white may hurt a bit but deal with it ! HAHA jokes just tell me and I'll change it back.. cause so far only one person thinks that this hurts.. if it hurts more people I'll just change the background back to pink.. though it looks hideous ... ;__; Like my music choices? ;D I was too lazy to go download christmas songs so I just used some songs that I have that sound somewhat christmassy/wintery : P mostly the ones with like chimes or like those.. sparkly sounding things.. I can't even explain it HAHA like the noises in my first song in the beginning.. BTW. Thank you my dear friends ♥ Even without knowing what the hell is going on in my life, you guys made me smile and laugh so hard ! Especially those friends who tried no matter what I said, no matter how hard I raged at you, who tried to make me laugh and smile. I yelled and got mad at you guys so much but you guys do your best to make me feel better : ) I love you guys so much ♥ "That's what friends are for !" you guys say : ) Just know that, no matter what happens, you guys will always remain in my heart ( I know this sounds cheesy but its true : P ) and I will keep in mind what you guys did for me ;D LOVE YOU GUYS !! ♥♥♥♥ Dude man LOL so far, my winter break has been WONDERFUL. Went over to a cousins house today for two of my cousins birthday and like.. we had prime ribs.. corn.. mashed potato.. beef gravy.. thousands of different desserts.. and pop. It was the best thing ever. I was drooling so hard HAHAHAH it was sooooo good ;__; but now my tummy is so full :3 keehee I am satisfied today LOL so much fooooooood fodofodfodofodfofooood yummy yummy yummy I know I sound like a pig : P cause I am HAHAHAH FOOD ! iuno why but lately I have been eating a lot more sweets and stuff. I needa start limiting myself.. a friend says its comfort food? SO I'm getting comfort food without thinking? LMFAO I'm awesome, ain't I? : P SO LIKE NOTICE ON MY PAGE ?! THERE ARE FALLING SNOWFLAKES ^___^ -happy happy happy- I had to search everywhere for these beauties so enjoy the snow while you can !!!! Took me awhile to find the code for this too HAHA BUT I AM HAPPY WITH THE OUTCOME OF THIS LAYOUT AND THIS PLAYLIST AND JUST ALIFHIAUHG <3 spent awhile on this one cause I changed a bit more .. actually I changed a lot for this layout o-o -sighsighsighsighsigh- I needa start watching new animes ~ I was thinking of watching nodame cantabile though o: cause it has something to do with music.. and I like music ^__^ apparently there's a hottie who plays a cello in it too.. so so so so like yeah : D KUUFUFUFUFUFUU I am in love with Melt. LOl by Hatsune Miku. I usually don't like her version of songs but this one is actually pretty good o: though, I do enjoy Rin and Lens version more ~ that's just for most songs though.. I prefer Rin and Len .. they just sound like.. they have more emotion when singing o-o iuno something about them HAHA HMM I think that's all I have to say.. gunna finish watching the clannad movie.. cause I finished like half of it yesterday and say that it was like 3 am so I went to sleep instead of finishing it : P Until Next Time~ On
Tuesday, December 21, 2010 at
1:08 AM Ohkay so yesterday LOl I was typing and then everything I typed.. some letters just wouldn't work or smth.. but on msn my typing was fine .. just blogspot : P anyways ! SO my report card I was pretty happy with ^__^ almost straight A's ... ;__; cept for PE which I got 72% on T.T .... I suck at PE LMFAO im so .. non athletic .. I try my best though >W< .. I'm so excited ~ I am gunna start making cards for my friends ^^! I hope I will be able to make them in time : D They will be 3 days late for christmas cards ! LOL but OH WELL it'll be for both christmas and new years ^__^ HMHMHM I wonder what I can draw on these cards ! O: Something cute ? HMMM LOL so excited ! Hm. So I just need to get this out. I thought you were top-notch, I thought you were the best for me. However, now that I think of it.. were you ever really there for me? Do you even know how much I went through? No, because everytime I went through something you weren't there. Have you ever seen me cry? No, because you were never there to comfort me through the hard times. Do you know how much pain I have felt in the past year? No, you don't because you didn't even seem like you cared. "Are you okay?" "Yes of course I am! " When it was obviously a lie that I wasn't ohkay. You didn't even ask again to make sure. Even another friend of mine could tell, something was wrong. The only difference is that he made sure and got it out of me why I was acting differently and helped me through it. This however, I will remember forever. Remember that one time? That one time I told you about how much pain someone was causing me? After I told you about all the shit they were giving me you replied with "Oh, they aren't like that I know them." So you were saying I was lying? You were saying that EVERYTHING I told you about that day, everything I experienced from that person, all the pain they caused me, was a lie that I made up? I also remember that one time that was the worst of the days for me. So much was happening and I was so stressed to the point where I had a breakdown. You were right there and you didn't do anything. A friend of mine closed the door on you but really? A door was able to stop you, even though you could see clearly I was suffering? Also the day my grandpa passed away, I thought: "Oh I have him to talk to, I'll be fine after that. I won't feel as bad" You asked me, "Are you okay?" and after I said I don't know. You just left and didn't even do anything to help me feel better. You did help a few days after but by then, another friend has helped me feel better, not you. I may sound like a bitch for saying all this on BLOGSPOT but hey, it's like my diary. Why can't I? I never used names, I never said anything too personal. Nothing that will give anything away. Sorry for those reading this and getting tired of my rants. I assure you this will most likely be the last rant for awhile now. Afterall, it seems he was the cause of most of my distress. Although you did cause a shit load of pain, you made me really happy at times too. Which I thank you for. I apologize for how selfish and and blind I was, but wouldn't it be best if you brought this up earlier? If you did we would've been able to do something about it. Now it's too late. I don't want things to be weird but I have to admit it will be hard to get back to normal. "It really hurts when you expected so much more from the person you once loved so much." All I can say today. On
Sunday, December 19, 2010 at
4:23 PM GOODBYE. So like anyways. Not even gunna talk about this anymore in my blog. Can't handle it. ANYWAYS. I can't believe that dance is over.. IT'S OVER. ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER. ITS OVER !!!!!!!! But I had so much fun so it makes me sad that there won't be dance anymore ! My group and I sort of want to just hangout and dance for fun now cause we had so much fun dancing together !! and whenever I listen to "Please Don't Go" by 2NE1 , I want to dance to it AHHA I always end up dancing to it too! I just did it earlier ! It was scary performing in front of the school though >O< But I will truly miss the days of being pissed off at having to practice for PE during my valuable lunch time and afterschool time. DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE(TTE) my report card was ohkay this time! OMFG I GIVE UPON BLOGGIN WILLLLL EXPLAIN TMR. at
1:31 AM I can't do this right now. My mind is so occupied I can't concentrate on my studies.. I can't do anything anymore. I don't even have any ideas at all what I am reading in science anymore. On
Friday, December 17, 2010 at
12:33 AM augh really? like, REALLY? Why are you such an idiot.. sometimes I just don't understand -.- .. If you want me out of your life, then alright. Goodbye On
Tuesday, December 14, 2010 at
10:58 PM Someone kill me now. I am up at 3 AM when there's is school tmr. I am frickin studying DON GIOVANNI how long have I studied for this? Long time. stayed up till 4 am yesterday night studying this shit ;__; Even though I truly loved this opera I really wish we didn't have a test to butcher my liking of this opera T.T I am finally getting a bit sick of Don Giovanni : ( I'm so tired I wanna sleep.. I wonder if you guys can tell? I am rushing what I am saying HAHAH so it sounds a bit choppy when you read it .. if that makes sense.. but I need to go back to studying now.. Almost done !! Need to rewrite summaries of Don Giovanni and I'll be done ! ALRIGHT GUNNA GO STUDY just needed to inform you guys of my dyingness. : D Have a good day ~ On
Monday, December 13, 2010 at
3:02 AM So.. you see.. there's this.. beautiful guy. and like.. every time he says hi I freak out.. just a bit.. ;__; he's just too cute !!!! and no I don't like him stop asking =.= he's just so .. beautiful that .. I freak out. freak out a bit too much though.. I think he's starting to get scared of me HAHAHAH -waves frantically with a big smile- AHAHHAHAHA probably look like a freak to him : P kyahh !! HE SAID HI TODAY!!!! IHAofhaoeigjpaj goahgpaihgPOJSPOGAPG aiiyah D: But I felt so bad cause I didn't even see until I walked past him D: I had to make up for it by waving frantically at him again HAHAH x 3 : ) Just hope he doesn't think im like a stalker or smth.. HAHAHAH!!! ANYWAYS So much homework.. But I need to think positively if I want it all done.. and I have to stop slacking off. I especially do not want the debate because I am a bit scared ... I am doing opening but still .. ;__; I'm scared my opening won't be strong enough and I'll let my group down... then don giovani test .. Im sure I will fail it .. I am very nervous for that test .. I havent even been studying.. I think that should be my first priority right now though !! since it's on Monday.. then again I have to finish the VERY confusing frickin math stuff. I honestly have no idea whats going on in math atm -.- not really willing to try harder for this unit either .. I mean like graph of relations.. seriously =.= LOL DUUDE My section leaders are awesome!! AHAHAH My cello section leader! I have to pat his head >: O I must win! It's impossible though T.T He's too tall!!! GAH HAHAHA all started from me being blinded by the light after falling asleep in a dark band room. He blocked the light from my eyes and was like "DONT LOOK AT THE LIGHT!!!!!" HAHA then pat me on my head =.= made me happy though cause personally I love being pat on the head .. makes me feel like I have accomplished something ^____^ Oh section leaders. You guys make me so happy :' ) But anyways ~ I love 2NE1 Our dance group is dancing to Please Don't Go and I have to say.. we're doing pretty damn well. We aren't in sync yet.. but thats cause we dont got a mirror =.= .. but like we all know the moves and we're all into it with lots of expression and I am a bit excited to perform now !! I just hope we don't get marks off for using a korean song =/ We heard things like that but it's ohkay as long as we dance with all we've got I'm sure we'll do good !! -sighsighsighsighsighsighsighsigh- SIGH. Guys just.. don't know what they want, huh? You guys sure are hella confusing. -.- DONT DONT DONT DONT DONT DONT DONT STOP THE MUSIC~ Kyahh 2NE1 I love you. HAHAHA Such catchy music T.T HM SO anyways I guess I'll end it here I don't think I have anything else to talk about o: I guess if I have anything else to talk about I'll post again.. TIME TO MAKE A CHRISTMAS LAYOUT. READY, GUYS ? ^___^ Until Next Time~ On
Friday, December 10, 2010 at
8:51 PM Not gunna post anything today ill talk about the concert tmr @__@ just had to post this cause i couldn't stop laughing HAHA AND On
Thursday, December 9, 2010 at
2:15 AM -sigh- .. so I had a sort of .. had a nervous breakdown or whatever you call it today. Was not even expecting it and it came out of nowhere. I can tell I am pretty stressed now -.- I don't usually breakdown that easily .. but today I felt so... stressed.. and like .. like there was a bunch of weight on me .. augh school.. why must you kill us like this ANYWAYS your beautifulness.. I talked to you yesterday ^___^ and wanted to talk to you today but freaked out a bit AHAHAHAHAH too beautiful!! WHY IS THAT ?! HMM I want to talk to you but im scared that if I do you'll think i'm a weirdo and stop talking to me HAHAHAH ! aiiyaah : P so like. Im gunna make another layout ^__^ christmas version coming up ~ with the music and eveyrthing too ! So excited for winter break.. JUST NEED A BREAK !!! anyways I actually don't have much to say.. OH YEAH my .. band teacher is.. quite interesting. So yesterday these raffle tickets that we were supposed to sell for fundraising for band.. we were supposed to hand them in tmr but today was the LATEST we can possibly hand it in .. and like .. apparently he was pretty pissed yesterday so I didn't hand it in and instead tried to sell as many as I could in the short period of time that I had. I was able to sell 4.. SO I guess that's better than selling none right? O: but anyways I went to hand it in today and like .. he was in such a good mood it was kind of scary O_O... I was like "uhm.. uhm.. I wasn't able.. to sell them all.. but-" and he was like "IT'S OHKAY ! Just hand it in :D" with a big smile and a happy tone.. I was a bit scared that he would snap or smth HHAHA then before I left he gave me a ferrero rocher chocolate.... LOL I didn't even know what to say O_O I was like "t-thank you ?!" LOL HAHA so yeh thats all I have to say : P time to do all my homework for day 1 AND 2 cause of the concert tmr T__T CAN'T EVEN SEE MY PARENTS OFF BEFORE THEY GO TO VIETNAM T.T Until Next time~ On
Tuesday, December 7, 2010 at
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