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Friday, September 30, 2011 at
10:50 PM Someone kill me now, please. I'm so tired of school already and it's only been the first few weeks. I'm so tired of all the homework I'm getting. Chemistry.. the first load of homework for chemistry.. and it took up a full date in my agenda. FML. Then there's Ms.Wong... giving a bit too much homework each day.. I guess this time it wasn't that much but it's still a lot cause of all those steps.. ahh time to go do homework and eat =,= I can't sleep.. I'm so tired.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah "You want me, come find me. Make up your mind." On
Tuesday, September 20, 2011 at
5:35 PM "I know now you're my only hope" I absolutely hate social studies already.. we have a quiz tomorrow on vocabulary and I swear to god.. no matter how much I study .. I will not get marks on this quiz. I suck the most in VOCABULARY. I'm not even kidding.. I can't even define the simplest words even if I know what they mean.. I'm not one for words. =/ I'm screwed tomorrow.. well .. here goes the first quiz that I'll get 0 on for sure.. my mark will be very disappointing for socials this year.. I can just feel it. This can't be.. or can it? That familiar warm feeling on the inside.. just wait it out Sarah, wait it out.. don't think about it.. I hate when I tell myself that. I'm telling myself not to think of it which makes me think even more of it which leads to me not sleeping =.= But I don't know what to think.. there are still so many questions that I have yet to find the answer to.. Can you wait? augh.. I give up on studying socials screw this. Failing first quiz here I come! -.- at
1:58 AM "Wow you even look beautiful in 2d" "I do? But from your prospective I'm just a line segment.." "A HOT line segment" AHAHAHA OH BOY I LOVE YOU FUTURAMA HAHAHAH Made my entire month HAHAHAH I swear I've watched that scene like over 8 times already.. I don't know why but I find it hilarious HAHAHA On
Sunday, September 18, 2011 at
2:43 PM (Ooh) for the way you changed my plans For being the perfect distraction For the way you took the idea that I have Of everything that I wanted to have And made me see there was something missing (Oh yeah) For the ending of my first begin (Ooh yeah yeah)(Ooh yeah yeah) And for the rare and unexpected friend (Ooh yeah yeah)(Ooh yeah yeah) For the way you're something that I never choose But at the same time something I don't wanna lose And never wanna be without ever again (Oh oh) You're the best thing I never knew I needed So when you were here I had no idea You're the best thing I never knew I needed So now it's so clear I need you here always My accidental happily (ever after) (Oh oh oh) The way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter) I must admit you were not a part of my book But now if you open it up and take a look You're the beginning and the end of every chapter (Oh oh) You're the best thing I never knew I needed (Oh) So when you were here I had no idea You're the best thing I never knew I needed (that I needed) So now it's so clear I need you here always Who'd knew that I'd be here (who'd knew that I'd be here oh oh) So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh) Undeniablely happy (hey) Said with you right here, right here next to me (Oh) Girl you're the... You're the best thing I never knew I needed (said I needed oh oh) So when you were here I had no idea You're the best thing I never knew I needed (needed oh) So now it's so clear I need you here always Baby baby Now it's so clear I need you here always On
Friday, September 16, 2011 at
6:38 PM "Everybody knows you tried" So lately I've been getting hyper at the most randomest times.. Like today in band.. I just got really hyper and started to stroke people.. LOL it sounds wrong but you know..not THAT way.. I was having troubles staying quiet too.. I kept laughing.. every few seconds and I didn't even know what I was laughing at HAHA Maybe I need more sleep? but I'm scared that if I get more sleep I'll be like a zombie and be forever boring.. it seems whenever I get more sleep.. I get more tired.. then when I get less sleep.. I'm more energetic. I'm weird like that HAHA I felt so embarassed when I got home.. LOL I realized I was stroking my friends arm after band cause I was really hyper.. I got home and realized and was like WHAT DID I DOOOOO HAHHA It's ohkay I'm sexy and creeper like dat ;D They know they loved it HAHAHA YAY! Once again, band talk. But I'm so happy because my section leader said "Good Job" to me : D but I have to play a VERY small solo that's very easy.. it's just I have so much trouble with it.. cause I suck at counting dotted quarter notes.. BUT NO WORRIES I WILL EVENTUALLY GET IT ! I love double blocking.. I get so much more practice~ and now I'm excited for Friday because we get to go on our band retreat : ) It's going to need a lot of hard work but it'll also be so fun~~ kyahh so excited ^^ Officially obsessed with this song On
Monday, September 12, 2011 at
11:56 PM I miss happiness. On
Sunday, September 11, 2011 at
4:30 PM DEAR LORD .. So my sister is having this birthday thing today.. and like a bunch of people were over and my cousin said it was awkward since he didn't know anyone and just sat with me .. then one of her friends come and starts talking to me and asks, "This your boyfriend?" MOST AWKWARD MOMENT IN THE WHOLE WORLD... We both looked at each other and was like OH GODD NOO =.= I won't ever be able to look at my cousin normally ever again LOL oh god.. =.=;;; SO ANYWAYS .. you know sometimes two days can seem like 2 hours.. but there are those times.. where 2 days feels like 2 years. So like.. I am completely obsessed with this song... "Im feeling, feeling invincible oh oh oh oh" That's right I am invincible! : ) hmm.. just digging your graves further eh? Alright I'm fine with that =/ On
Saturday, September 10, 2011 at
8:59 PM ;___;!! -sigh- On
Friday, September 9, 2011 at
4:52 PM school.. it's only been two days.. and they weren't even full days.. and i'm already dying.. whyyyyyyyyyy I need to sleep earlier T^T I'm so tired in every class D: and I've been sleeping earlier than the time I used to sleep for school.. yet WHY AM I TIREDD T^T On
Thursday, September 8, 2011 at
8:51 PM god dam it.. I hate when you're drinking pop from like a can or something.. and you try to drink the last bit.. but end up SOMEHOW pouring it all over yourself accidentally.. like WTH my lips are on the can ready to drink.. HOW DO I POUR IT ON MYSELF T.T Anyways so in band today.. I was.. motivated to play.. cause when we were warming up.. Mr.Reid.. said teny and I had really good intonation.. and said we sounded wonderful :'D It made me so happy I literally wanted to jump around the place LOL but then I was scared cause once we started to play when I was watching him he gave me a very serious look at one point.. HAHAHA I probably messed up ;_; but I really like our new piece.. called Foundry by John Mackey.. It sound's like something you'd hear in Inuyasha HAHA So my day 1 classes are ohkay I guess.. I'm not too happy with my mandarin class cause I don't really talk to many people so.. I know it's always nice to make new friends etc.. but I need a friend with me to do that T^T I am only brave when with someone else which is bad.. cause I pretty much depend on others HAHA Hmm!! I can't wait for school tmr.. I don't know why ^^ I just want to see who's in my classes.. even though tomorrow is like all the classes I hate.. LOL socials.. english AND physics.. well I guess physics is ohkay.. I like algebra and stuff so HAHAHA and apparently physics has a lot to do with that stuff :3 Anyways needa finish chem hwk keep putting it off =,= On
Wednesday, September 7, 2011 at
11:23 PM So observing more can lead to greater understanding. BAHAHAH ew english topic.. HAHAH close to it :P But it's true. Observed a bit more today and finally have a better understanding of my situation.. or well one of my situations HAHAHA I will stick to my decision though. Wait it out. haha .. I mean waiting shows the true intentions right? So let us test this out. I wonder, what will happen? What will you do? It's all up to you, person : ) You know sometimes people just piss me off so much it makes me want to like throw a thousand bricks at their face or something.. knowing me though I won't ever do that =.= But seriously.. So many times I really wanted to just say, "Can you just shut up for once?" but I couldn't even do that.. auuuuuuuuuuuuuugh On
Tuesday, September 6, 2011 at
11:33 PM Ahhh I don't know what to think anymore.. I don't know if I should think about this or just leave it alone for now.. Listening to the music just makes me think even more.. but is this thought true? Or are you just being like this .. it's confusing me .. but anyways.. I want to play pool now.. I want to perfect my hit god dam it T^T so fun even though I suck at it HAHAHAH -sigh- I'm so tired right now I should go to sleep soon.. I have school grr... at
1:09 AM just so I can find this again when I get home On
Sunday, September 4, 2011 at
4:36 PM I am scared. I don't want to mess anything up.. but I also don't think I'll be able to take it.. What is there to do in this situation? ahh... at
12:32 PM Dude so today I finally went to north van HAHAHAH It was so pretty there !! So cool too O_O When I got there I felt like I was somewhere else far away HAHAHA even though it was still vancouver ! I felt like I wasn't even in vancouver @__@ It was beautiful and sunny today so I had a lot of fun ~~~ THE SEABUS WAS AWESOME!! FIRST TIME ON IT !!!!! It was so cool!! I felt a bit sick for only a bit but after a bit I felt better :P overall that seabus ride was very exciting for me.. I kinda just looked at the water through the windows though HAHAHA cause I was scared if I looked anywhere else I would get sick ;_; Since I get motion sickness pretty easily.. After a fun day in north van.. we went to Metrotown and only went to two stores... Sakura media and CHQ.. if you count CHQ as a store HAHA I kinda just watched everyone play things.. THEN I FOUND THE CUTEST BUNNY THING IN THE GACHAPON THINGS T.T Stood there for quite awhile trying to decide whether to get it or not and then finally.. two friends convinced me to just get it HAHA IT'S SO CUTE !!!! I was looking at it for so long and I was nervous... I wasn't sure whether I should get it or not cause I wanted the blushing bunny.. only the blushing bunny stood out to me !!! So I decided to just get it cause I love the bunny things.. so cute ;_; So I looked at it when I got it cause I was thinking "I never get what I want it's probably not the blushing one" -looks at it ..... eyes widen- "IT'S THE BLUSHING BUNNNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! -fangirlsqueal- " AHHAHA I LOVE IT I'M SO HAPPY I GOT THE BUN BUN I WANTED !! KYAHH so cute After an exciting day I got home and had to sort some laundry .. then my baby cousin and auntie + uncle came over for a bit with their doggy~ I decided to help the parents out and play with my baby cousin : ) He's so cute ! HAHA we played with toy cars and toy firetrucks :'D It was... very.. fun.. for me ... too.... ;_; I'm such a child HAHA but it was so fun ~!!! I lost so much energy playing with my baby cousin though.. I'm all hungry and tired now HAHAHA .. but I'm eating ;D It seems today has taken a lot off my mind.. I'm glad for that : ) It's always good to just have a fun day and forget about all your worries ! ^__^ I am thankful for my wonderful friends!!! BUAHAHAHAH THANKS GUYS FOR A FUN DAY ^__^ anyways.. time to eat .. and play some.. stepmania... cause I haven't for awhile !! : ) EDIT: don't you just freakin' love when your shirt smells like laundry... my shirt smells like laundry.. and I keep smelling it now.. omgg smells so good ;_; I guess this is related to the me liking good smelling people.. HAHAHA god dam laundry smells good @///@ SHUT UP I KNOW I'M WEIRD ;_; I feel like I shouldn't be feeling so happy.. I feel like I need to express my true feelings on the inside sometime.. it hurts shoving emotions back down and covering it up with another emotion. It's not that i'm covering it up with fake emotions.. I mean I really am happy but sometimes I feel like I need to express it.. I don't even know what i'm saying anymore. =.= Atleast today made up for many things though : ) Today was truly.. refreshing.. to just go out and have fun with friends I haven't seen in so long : ) hmm... my emotions are all over the place again.. I don't even know how I feel.. am I happy? am I sad? am I angry? I am happy yes to hangout with my friends.. but .. my other emotions.. I can't tell anymore what to feel. One second I'm happy, the next I'm sad.. then I'm angry when I think about everything. I feel like im on a roller coaster of emotions -.- It's like pmsing but I'm not .. FML I guess this is just how I am.. I'm a mess. On
Saturday, September 3, 2011 at
7:19 PM So I posted "glow" originally by hatsune miku in my previous post. I don't know what it is about this song but everytime I listen to it.. it brings me CLOSE to tears. Could it be the meaning? The emotions in it? When I listen to it it feels as if someone is reaching out to me .. I can't even fully explain it. It's a wonderful song but VERY emotional. I think it might be a mix of the emotions AND the meaning.. pretty meaningful at this point. "降り注いだ冷たい雨 青い傷を溶かしてった。 いつか見てた夕暮れ空のすみっこで笑う誰かがいた。 知らないうちにオトナになって 綺麗な嘘 口に出来るほど いろんな痛みを覚えてきたけど それでもまだ痛いんだ。 夕暮れの涙が出そうな赤 私の中の君を溶かしてしまえ。 私の体中 君の傷跡で溢れているから もう進めないよ。 ねぇ 消えて 消してよ そう願っていたのに どうして こんなにきつく抱きしめてるの? 君の声が遠くなる 飲み込まれそうな赤。 きっと このまま君を溶かして夜になるだけ。 淡く染まる指先に零れ落ちそうな赤。 私の中の君を奪ってしまう。 ちぎれてく雲間から 溢れ出す涙。 少しずつ滲む君にぎゅっとしがみついた。" at
1:21 PM So like I was just listening to music.. and a friend messaged me. We talked for awhile and since I haven't talked to him in awhile it felt nice. He asked me this one question, "How was your summer?" and it made me realize.. even though summer is ending.. it was well-spent. I'll be honest though, this whole summer .. now that I look back on it, feels like it has just been a dream and I have just woken up from that dream. Just talking to this friend made me realize.. it's time to get back to reality soon so I must start preparing for school. I wonder how this year of school will turn out. So many things happened so I know it will be different from last year for sure. All I know is I have to work hard this year looking at the classes I'm taking. Who knows though.. I said I'd work hard last year and I feel I didn't work hard enough.. I guess we just have to wait for the year to unravel to see how I do. Once again, I leave you with two wonderful songs : ) Yes they are originally vocaloid songs. I like the covers by the nico nico people better though.. Iuno just more emotion is put into the songs .. I guess that's why I like it better? oh yeh.. and I just have to say.. Mr. Reid.. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING... why did you put our Sr. band retreat on photo day =.= if we really have to wait for OCTOBER to take our pics then that sucks.. cause seriously.. we don't get our go cards and stuff and have to wait =.= aiiyah Mr.Reid.. hope you have something in mind =.=;; EDIT: so .. I love TORADORA. frickin vanilla salt.. good song @__@ I feel like I can relate to it so well HAHA just the WHOLE FRICKIN SONG omfg HAHA "The more I try to show my weakness The more I act tough in vain and everything goes the other way I'm actually a crybaby Though I've been mum about that If I'm told it's white I'd say it's black I can't be honest I say one thing but do another If I'm told, "I love you" I'd say, "I hate you" I'm happy, but what am I saying?" On
Friday, September 2, 2011 at
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Thursday, September 1, 2011 at
11:55 PM DEAR LORD. So I stayed up late last night to finish my friends birthday card.. cause I forgot about it.. I hate my memory.. because I didn't think I'd have time to do it before her birthday dinner.. since I was supposed to go out with other friends beforehand.. but I overslept.. and woke up super late T___T I guess cause I stayed up late.. so there was no point in staying up late.. I feel so bad though ;__; gahhhhhhhhhhh !!!! FML I have a huge headache now and feel like going NOWHERE T__T ................................ I don't know what to think anymore.. I'm a terrible person.. iuno if this is on purpose or not but.. it's affecting me in a way it shouldn't. I'm getting a lot happier than I should get.. I have no idea what to think of myself anymore. at
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