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Introductory: Hey there, welcome to my blog : ) To help a bit with navigation, ♥present: my blog entries ♥about me: pretty self explanatory. ♥links: links to other places where you can find me ^^;; ♥quotes: just some random quotes. (didnt know what to do with that area) ♥past: my archive. THANK YOU AND ENJOY ;) Layout info:
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"Outta times when I know I should be smiling Seems to be the time that I frown the most Can't believe that we still suffering Cause i'm slowly breaking down Even when I hold you close And if I lose you I'm afraid I would lose who I gave my love to That's the reason I stay around Even though I fell way In too deep, can't think about giving it up But I never knew love would feel like a heart attack It's killing me, swear I never cried so much Cause I never knew love would hurt this fucking bad The worst pain that I ever had" Trey Songz - Heart attack On
Monday, April 30, 2012 at
11:27 PM I am physically and mentally tired. See you in 3 hours. On
Thursday, April 26, 2012 at
3:54 PM People think it's holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it is letting go. It hurts to let go, but sometimes it hurts more to hold on. On
Monday, April 23, 2012 at
8:43 PM So fucking glad to be home. On
Sunday, April 22, 2012 at
11:07 PM So like yesterday.. Had a break down. This was the first time ever .. that I had a break down in front of a teacher though.. I guess cause.. well.. in the morning.. I was ohkay I guess but I was also stressed out because of a lot of things.. also very tired.. just wanted to sleep.. I had band second block and really had to work on a chemistry assignment with a friend.. so I joined the brass section for a day.. the two oboes joined the brass just because I really had to work on it with my friend in the brass section.. but well their section leader told us to leave because we didn't have similar parts.. even after I told him I was only there because we wanted to work on Chemistry. It kind of pissed me off.. cause its like.. I know our trip is coming soon.. but couldn't you spare a bit of time for academics? ... it's more important in my opinion.. but .. I ended up leaving anyways cause he wouldn't budge and told us to leave. So that kind of stressed me out knowing we only had lunch time now to do all that... then came lunch.. How many more times will you put me through this I wonder? Until I finally can't take it anymore.. I really do wonder.. I'm not fucking god.. I do not know everything, ohkay? Like seriously.. can't you just understand me for once? ... I know it's not that you don't care about me at all.. but the fact that I feel that sometimes shows you aren't really doing your job.. but anyways.. because I couldn't work on Chemistry during band we had to do that during lunch. I didn't eat lunch because of that. We got help from another fellow bandie which surprised me 'cause I didn't even really know him HAHA but glad we could get any help.. well he pretty much just showed us what he did and we kept it at that.. thennn I had Chemistry after lunch. Well I was already feeling like shit because I didn't get enough sleep.. I didn't eat lunch.. I was stressed out over all this school stuff.. stressed out over that one person. So I wasn't as.. enthusiastic and optimistic as I usually am. I was ohkay during class but I was falling asleep so I have no idea what we learned in chemistry.. But near the end of class, a good friend of mine started asking me if I was ohkay and kept asking to make sure.. Obviously I said yes.. but it brought my closer to my breaking point to have someone ask me.. so end of class.. My partner and I never finished that chemistry assignment at lunch .. we didnt glue it together but we did it during class .. showed it to our teacher and realized we had to write stuff along with it too and she was explaining but she asked things like "Why wasn't this done? " and she started asking me "what's wrong? you look so tired" so I kinda just lost it .. because that's like pretty much the first time a teacher has really noticed something like that about me .. other than my mandarin teacher.. she asked me if I was ohkay during first period of the day because I was already falling asleep haha.. but anyways so I lost it.. and my chemistry teacher had to take me into a room beside her room so we could talk it out.. I kind of got everything school-related out.. and she was really understanding and everything.. really helped me through that day.. but because of that I couldn't go to math in time so I was pretty late.. but my chemistry teacher told my math teacher what was happening so my math teacher told her to tell me if I want I can just take this time to relax and take it easy and get the notes from her afterschool.. I couldn't do that. I couldn't miss class or anything so I just went in really late and started taking notes like everybody else. It was quite difficult to just go into a class after all that and just take notes but I was able to do it. Yesterday made me realize how much I actually appreciate having those teachers. I can complain about them a lot sometimes.. but it's like. I really do like those teachers. They know me pretty well and are understanding and caring for teachers. Iuno about my mandarin teacher.. maybe not.. LOLOL but like my math and chemistry teachers.. I really like them ^___^ They helped me through a day of hell. It also just really helped.. letting it all out to a teacher letting them know how school is affecting many people .. and the fact that they understood too .. makes me feel so much better. But I couldn't go to dragonboat.. I felt bad because it was a nice day.. I was excited earlier on in the day to go dragonboating in such nice weather.. but I didn't eat lunch and I slept late.. so if I went, I would have passed out. Yes, it was that bad. When I got home I was really dizzy to the point where I went to my bed and just passed out for like 6 hours. Didn't wake up until my parents yelled at me and I got up.. I felt like shit yesterday.. still feel kind of blegh but I'm feeling a lot better. I just need to.. T__T thank.. my chemistry teacher T__T I hope I get her again next year.. she's a really good teacher too ^^ Same with my math teacher!! @__@ they may be difficult teachers but it helps. Well just had to let that out haha Thank you to my teachers and thank you to my friends too : ) <3 On
Saturday, April 14, 2012 at
5:17 PM Please, if anyone is even reading this, just please.. listen to this =.= It's one of the most touching songs I have heard.. like ever.. There's just something about it.. and I don't know if it's because it's associated with this movie or not.. but iuno.. it's just so beautiful... that I had to search it up on youtube after hearing it in the movie. So in English class.. we are now watching "The Road" since we finished reading the book.. it's so sad seeing how the father takes care of the son so much.. and knowing everything .. that will happen.. This is just beautiful. No words can even describe how brilliant this piece of music is. On
Wednesday, April 11, 2012 at
3:19 AM So fucking choked =,= Lost my bus pass somewhere in school. I'm pretty sure someone has taken it and kept it already =/ aughh feel so stupid.. put like everything in that bus pass cover.. had my library card.. my go cards.. my SPC card.. everything =.= All lost.. in one day. How lovely, just lovely. Then I have a shit load of math to do and have a test tomorrow on this shit. ALso a chemistry quiz... Wow just lovely. What a lovely day, isn't it? Fuck life On
Tuesday, April 10, 2012 at
6:09 PM
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Monday, April 9, 2012 at
6:29 PM Hey guys, been awhile. New layout :) Had a lot of fun with this one.. had to go through all my pictures to see which one fit best with the song on my blog xD What inspired me to make such a demonic layout? ... Iuno. I found a new song and just really liked it so I put it on my blog.. and it didn't fit with the Christmas layout so I had to change it ^^;; On
Sunday, April 8, 2012 at
3:26 AM R.I.P I never had you as a teacher before but, I have had a couple encounters with you. Thank you for helping me with Science and deciding on which is better to take for summer school. I also remember running into your classroom in grade 10 with a friend pretending we were students in that class. It was so funny because you thought we were in grade 8 and believed us ^^;;; Anyways, I wish I could have known you more than these little encounters. Even with these encounters, I can see that you are a wonderful person. Best wishes towards your family, thank you for being a wonderful teacher at our school. On
Monday, April 2, 2012 at
11:38 PM |
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