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It just hurts you know? Having something kept inside you that is killing you a bit every second.. and not being able to talk to anyone about it. Pretending that everything is ohkay and acting like your usual self when it's definitely not how you're feeling at all. It's not that I don't have anybody there to talk to about my problems or whatever.. I mean I have many great friends who would be willing to listen to me. It's just that.. I CAN'T. Even if I really wanted to, I just can't. It would ruin too many things and it would only make people more upset. Then there's that very moment where you're talking to the people who are killing you.. how you're near them and still pretend like nothing is wrong. How each day I hide behind this facade and yet none of them realize this. I hate this, I really do. Counting down until the very moment I lose it. On
Friday, March 30, 2012 at
1:56 AM I hate when something is killing you on the inside.. when everything thinks you're oblivious to something. When in reality, you know exactly what is going on.. you're just hiding it so that nobody gets hurt.. except for yourself. I can't even stand it anymore.. I don't want to be a part of anything anymore.. I can't take it.. I've realized.. being with the group I'm with .. we create so many good memories.. but at the same time.. it hurts so much to stay with them.. We have our moments of fun but then afterwards.. you remember everything and it just kills you a bit on the inside. You think you can handle it all you think you'll be fine with staying with this group.. you think that all the good memories will overpower all the bad things happening in the background. But no.. I really don't think that anymore.. How much longer will I be able to hold on? How much longer will I have to stick with this group? How much longer will I be able to HANDLE being with this group? Idk I really don't. I try to help people out when things go wrong but in the end I realize .. because they are hurt.. I am hurt as well. Everybody is hurt .. so why does this still exist? I really don't know anymore. On
Monday, March 26, 2012 at
8:41 PM I hate those days where you just want to smash everyone's face into a wall =.= and .. it's not because it's the "time of the month" thing either.. like you're just having a bad day and everyone seems to like want to make it worse.. I hate it. Like I don't feel like talking to anyone I don't feel like doing anything I just want to like.. have some alone time.. iuno I really don't know what's wrong. I guess I just need more sleep.. getting more irritated by small things.. once again IT'S NOT because of that =.= for sure. -sigh- so much to do.. I really shouldn't have given the first week of spring break to myself as a break.. now I have way too much to do .. homework from each class.. needa study for two tests that I have right when I get back from spring break.. hating life atm but oh well. Many other people have it worse I guess.. I shouldn't be complaining. On
Tuesday, March 20, 2012 at
7:55 PM WOW, Fantastic baby! DANCEE~~~ ...That is all. at
7:16 PM I hate those moments when you start questioning every single thing in your life =.= I really do. You think you're 100% sure about something but then everything changes.. and then you realize all along it was something else.. then it changes again =,= omg FML just.. of all .. things.. why this.. why me T__T at
12:44 AM So.. I did one of those things where you put your playlist on shuffle and the song corresponds with something someone put out.. and like.. this is what happened.. The first song is the overall theme for the Apocalypse Intense nervousness - vampire knight The second song is the one that plays during your first zombie kill club can't handle me - flo rida The third song plays while you're getting chased by a horde Miku Hatsune - I miss you The fourth song plays when you're forced to kill your loved one The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel The fifth song plays when you find your new love interest Do As Infinity - Shinjitsu no Uta The Sixth song plays when you make your final stand Candy Lo - hao xin fen shou (cantonese) The seventh song plays when you (think you) make it through it all Panic! At the disco - Time to dance The eighth song plays when you discover a bite mark on you Lady Antebellum - Need You Now LOL dam I wish it was more fun : ( a lot of those actually work T__T The funniest would probably have to be the second and third song : P anyways back to finishing this ONE math question so I can frickin sleep. On
Monday, March 19, 2012 at
3:03 AM I don't fucking deserve this shit. On
Thursday, March 15, 2012 at
10:09 PM I had the craziest dream ever... and I don't usually dream.. so this one.. dear lord.. You know sometimes you think your dreams have like deep meanings in it but ... I just can't seem to find a meaning to this dream =.= It's probably just a random ass dream that I got... So it all started off with the band program arriving at this mansion because apparently we were supposed to play there that day. We had some time to explore. My friend and I were the only ones left after a bit and we were both confused but we thought "Everyone probably went to look at that epic band room that we heard about.. let's go look for it" we started walking around but couldn't find it .. and like we walked into this whole dining room.. like there were so many people there but they weren't people we knew.. so we spotted this old butler dude.. so I finally ran up to him and asked him where we could find the band room. He gave us directions. So we went to the door we came from but when we opened it.. it didn't lead to where we came from.. it led to a completely different room. There were six doors there, so we thought "Maybe.. we opened the wrong one.." so we opened all of the doors.. but none of the doors led to where we came from. So at that point we sort of started to panic cause we were like wth what if we never get out of here.. what if we never find our friends again.. so at that point we opened ANY door closet doors etc. I left the room and walked into one of the other doors cause I was like maybe one of these doors will work.. then I heard my friend shouting "Sarah, I found it!" so I went back but the door closed.. and when I opened it.. it didn't lead to the dining room anymore.. I was completely secluded.. I didn't know where I was and now I was alone. I just wanted to get the hell out of there and find someone so I started opening every door again hoping I would find a way back.. but then .. I remember opening a closet door.. and it led me to this small square room.. it was a green room and there was one window. There was someone sitting in the corner.. like facing the wall.. so I was like.. omg a person finally T__T I was so scared being alone but then I realized how.. shady this person was.. to be just sitting in a corner.. but I thought maybe someone else got lost too and couldn't find their way out so I walked towards them.. but the person stood up so I just stood there waiting to see if it was someone I knew.. but when they turned around.. it was.. a clown.. I was so freaked out.. I couldn't move.. cause for those of you that don't know.. I have quite a big fear of clowns. I can't stand them.. seeing them almost brings me to tears... so when it turned around I was so shocked and afraid I couldn't move.. When I finally broke out of my state of shock.. I started running but since the room was so tiny.. the clown got me pulled me into the room and closed the door and I woke up. Like seriously what the hell is that supposed to mean =.= That i'm afraid of clowns? I KNOW THAT ;_; .. augh anyways time to eat lunch because I haven't eaten yet. =.= On
Monday, March 12, 2012 at
4:27 PM |
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