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I hate my life. I can never have a perfect fun day, huh? I have the best day ever come home and it all goes downhill. Isn't it a bad sign when you CONSTANTLY wish you weren't at home? and what I hate the most.. parents.. you get mad at us when we go out you get mad at us when we stay home what the fuck do you want then? You get mad at us when we don't eat you get mad at us when we eat, then what the fuck do you want? Seriously. You tell me to be more independent and so I go and try to be more independent and yet I get scolded and put down because of it ? I know that it's just cause you care but can't you try to be more reasonable sometimes? It's not like I hate my parents or anything.. they just tend to piss me off more than anyone else. And then there's my sister, who constantly bitches at me any moment she gets. What did I ever do to you? Is it just cause you're older than I am? That's fucking ridiculous.. fucking get your game together and do something PRODUCTIVE at home for once. You're either always complaining, gossiping, leaving your shit around or bitching at me. Now I ask you, how can I stand this 24/7? I can't. Fucking hate home. On
Sunday, July 31, 2011 at
12:44 AM You know sometimes people just piss me off. So many things they do/say .. it's just not .. acceptable.. I wish that I could just chillll sometimes and ignore that little thing about them that pisses me off but it's hard when they just .. keep doing it. It's hard to fake happiness and everything but sometimes you have to or you'll just lose it. On
Tuesday, July 26, 2011 at
4:36 PM I'm in love with this.. It's absolutely beautiful. ;___; A walk to remember ftw !! I will always have that movie as my favourite no matter what.. it was so touching !! gyahhh~ This too.. one of my favourite songs by Muse .. in string quartet version? Absolutely breath-taking. This one is hauntingly beautiful too.. On
Sunday, July 24, 2011 at
10:45 PM okumura rin cosplay... okumura rin cosplay!!! OKUMURA RIN COSPLAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! On
Saturday, July 23, 2011 at
9:32 PM You know so I just realized.. I actually enjoy listening to the Temple's music.. you know like with the monks chanting and the erhu and all that? Yeh.. Idk why.. it's just when listening to it.. I can just sit there and listen and not think.. it like empties my mind. On
Thursday, July 21, 2011 at
10:10 PM I hate how I wish for the best and get the worst... Why can't things ever go my way? at
9:18 PM "You're not gunna get away with this, Mr. Googlesearch!" LOLOL oh Peter Griffin.. you are VERY clever. AHAH best quote OVER On
Tuesday, July 19, 2011 at
11:48 PM "Everybody's gunna fight, and everybody's gunna fall but its the ones that get up who are always the strongest." On
Monday, July 18, 2011 at
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Sunday, July 17, 2011 at
3:14 AM "Alone in a room with nobody I stare at the sun going down Overwhelmed by sudden loneliness I sing a melody The nameless song gently soothes my mind My own song nobody will listen nm... Alone in a room with nothing I stare at the dark town To get my mind off sudden silence I sing a melody The nameless song gently fills this room My own song nobody will know nm..." at
1:26 AM DEAR LORD I NEED A JOB NOW.. I SPENT MY LAST BIT OF MONEY TODAY ON FOOD / SHAMPOO T.T omggg... efff... my moms gunna be pissssedd .. I was so happy that I got my romper for so little and had 7 dollars left.. now I have nothing.. well I have 75 cents.. omggg ... AUGHHH FMLLL!! I SAID I WOULDN'T SPEND MY MONEY AND I DID T.T I'm so disappointed in myself aiiyah... then I need money for tomorrow for food.. omg what do I do.. I can't ask my mom for more money !! I'm such a terrible daughter.. using so much money lately ahhh so disappointed.. so disappointed... T________________________T On
Friday, July 15, 2011 at
8:28 PM Ohkay seriously.. someone get my tenant out of my house now. Are you freaking kidding me? Blasting your freakin music at 3 AM? Your walking already shakes the whole house do you have to blast your music too? Are you stupid? What's even worse is she freaking answers with "I KNOW" when my parents tell her the time and that people are trying to sleep.. if you know then why are you blasting your music? -.- Can't wait until my new tenant moves in.. Wish we could legally kick this one out right now. Seriously though, is she that stupid? and she called US loud when we watched TV at 10pm telling us she was trying to sleep.. -.- jeeeez... augh. Time to go to bed -.- Someone get her out of my house.. please -.- at
3:19 AM SOOO I have finally changed my layout ^__^ My summer layout ~ yay! And here's my cantonese music playlist too... well.. it's not all cantonese.. but there are a lot of random cantonese songs in there o: so if you happen to get one (my playlist is now set on random..) then enjoy it ;D I got excited while adding new songs to my playlist.. so now there are like.. 29 songs on my playlist HAHA So I put it on random so I can listen to them all and not just the same one.. cause I get sick of it after awhile HAHAHA I actually really like this layout o: The colour is really .. summery.. and exciting HAHA OMGG so yesterday I hungout with people I haven't hungout with in so long.. and I had so much fun! It was really exciting because they're all really funny and talkative and wahh .. it's just so fun being with them! We went to metro and I felt so weird because they were all guys... and I had to try on something... (there was supposed to be a girl but things happened .. misunderstandings of some sort.. T____T) and so I tried it on and asked for their opinion HAHA Never done something like that before O_O but loved how they answered :3 The price on the tag was 14.99 which is pretty cheap for a romper so I got excited and borrowed a friends SPC card to get like one dollar off (one dollar is a lot, ohkay ;D ) .. so I went up to the cashier and she was like "That owuld be 10.07" and because I'm asian.. I got really excited that it was so cheap LOLOL Guess there was some other discout on it that I didn't know of o: 10.07 FOR A ROMPER THOUGH! AND IT'S A REALLY NICE ONE TOO! WAHH I was so happy !! I can't wait to wear it! I just need better weather.. HAHA wahahaha tomorrow I am going job hunting! FINALLY! I MUST GET ME A JOB!! but enough about that. While hanging out with friends yesterday .. we went to one of their houses to watch a studio ghibli movie.. MONONOKE HIME! actually it was my first time watching it.. LOL I'm disappointed in myself ;_; but my friend.. is currently taking care of a cute kitty.. and omfg.. I fell in love with the kitty... SHE WAS SO CUTE!!! SHE SHE SHE.. WHEN SHE MEOWED I LITERALLY LIKE WENT NUTS!! I LG SQUEALED T.T she was too cute ! AND THEN she kept coming up to me AUGIFUAGIUFAGIF I want her. ;_; I wish I had a kitty.. -sigh!!- I can't wait until summer school is over.. even though I'm not taking it HAHA a lot of my friends are taking it and are too busy with summer school T___T so it's a bit more lonely HAHA it's ohkay though (y) HMM ANYWAYS time to .. go do other things LOL If I have more to say I will post again ;D UNTIL NEXT TIME~ On
Thursday, July 14, 2011 at
9:20 PM I'm depressed T___T My chocolate bar.. disappeared.... my dearest.. cookies and cream chocolate bar.. T_________________T WHERE DID YOU GOO !??! MY ONE AND ONLY CHOCOLATE BAR... I'm so sad.. HOW CAN YOU LOSE A CANDY BAR T.T . I felt like I was about to die earlier LOL and not because I couldn't find my chocolate bar ( still can't find it.. ) I had like the worst stomach pains ever.. I couldn't even get up. It was ridiculous.. I thought that it would keep getting worse and then I'd have to go hospital or something.. it was THAT bad.. lasted for quite a long time too.. it's a bit better now.. more bearable than before. Still hurts though =.= FML Hmm I really want to go shopping downtown.. I just have this love for downtown Vancouver.. I went exploring downtown one day with some friends.. and it was amazing.. my friend showed me so many places and we were just wandering and going to mcdonalds, etc. We also went to like.. the west side.. LOL of Vancouver.. it was very cool. Never been there before @__@ I want to go again though! I love downtown vancouver!!! I MUST GO AGAIN! SOMEONE TAKE ME TO DOWNTOWN VANCOUVER AGAIN! I WANT TO WANDER! WANDER THE STREETS LIKE I'VE NEVER WANDERED BEFORE! PLEASEEE I want to go T__T So why am I awake at 2:43 AM on blogger? because I can't get up. LOL if I get up my stomach feels worse. It feels like I'm actually gunna die when I stand HAHAHAHAH it's kinda funny. I'm like rolled up in a ball in my computer seat just chilling here listening to greensleeves.. oh here You must listen to this. It is absolutely one of the most beautiful things I've ever heard. A comment says that cello, flute, and harp must be the perfect combination for greensleeves.. I have to agree here. I absolutely love the Adagio Trio because of the combination of instruments. They all just fit perfectly together !! I also love how the cello sounds a bit more tragic.. and then when it gets to the flute you can hear a happier sound.. then when they play together it literally just blows my mind.. it's too beautiful @___@ ahh.. well I'm gunna go listen to more instrumental music on youtube.. see if that helps me fall asleep anymore.. and then force myself to bed.. T____T wish me luck.... PS... WATCH THIS.. IN LOVE. My favourite song from don giovanni.. On
Wednesday, July 13, 2011 at
2:33 AM So you see, sometimes I feel like there is something wrong with me. Like actually something wrong with me.. I have always had problems with sleeping.. Sometimes I can't sleep until really late sometimes I just can't sleep at all. Maybe it's cause I always think about things so much. It's really annoying. Especially when I actually want to sleep.. like yesterday I was so excited to finally sleep earlier and then guess what.. I couldn't fall asleep. I ended up falling asleep at 10 am only to wake up two hours later. I stayed lying in bed for like 2 hours and a half trying to sleep but couldn't so just got up -.- It wasn't just yesterday either that I couldn't sleep.. lately I've been having troubles falling asleep.. because usually it takes about 30 minutes to fall asleep.. but lately its been taking like two hours or longer -.- FML But on a lighter subject.. my mom gave me money because I was talking to her about a romper that I really liked.. It made my happy because my mom told me that she knows that I don't usually spend money on useless things or things that I shouldn't buy. She acknowledges the fact that I spend wisely :'D So she gave me money to buy the romper that I wanted.. I feel bad for always asking for money from my parents for things.. which is why I AM GOING JOB HUNTING ON FRIDAY~ YAY ~ hopefully I'll get accepted somewhere so I don't have to work at mcdonalds! Even if it's Tim Hortons or something like that I'll be happy~ I really don't want McDonalds ~!!! T__T But I will try my best! Then in August I'm going to drop by Grandview and hope that I can volunteer again~! I feel like this summer is going to be a lot more productive than last summer~! I can't wait to see that romper now o: I need to try it on first though.. I might not even like how it looks on me though, so I might not buy it. HMM oh well~ If you don't like my pointless and annoying vents, don't read any further.. I need to vent. You fucking crossed the line. It's time for Goodbye and no turning back. I'm sorry, but if we didn't mean a thing to you then there's no point in fucking trying any longer. Who was there for you all those times you had troubles? We were there. I can't believe you didn't even acknowledge that. Well clearly, you no longer want anything to do with us so why should we want anything to do with you? It was nice.. those fun memories we created together but I guess it's time to erase them all since clearly they meant nothing to you. No point in having memories that will only hurt me.. and remind me of the times that used to be. It was fun knowing you and I truly had fun all those times but honestly none of us can take it any longer. You don't want to be friends with us anymore? Ohkay. We'll accept that and silently walk away. Thanks though. We finally know what to do.. it's time for us to just stop this pointless trying and let you be. No more.. can I really say I won't try anymore, though? You meant so much to me .. that's the reason why I held on for so long with so much hope. You just cut the rope though and ended it. Alright, Goodbye. It'll be as if we never met since that's what it seems like you want.. you just want to forget about us right? and enjoy your life with a group that doesn't involve us? Then that's what you'll get. No more trying, no more hope, no more "what ifs", no more "maybes" you've done it. You've showed us what you truly want and we'll accept that. It was nice knowing you. On
Tuesday, July 12, 2011 at
1:31 AM http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KOlR8364DoQ ............ HOW DO YOU COUNT THIS ?!?!?! T.T it says 3 + 3 + 2 + 3 but I still dont get it omgg im gunna fail band LOL On
Monday, July 11, 2011 at
6:54 PM I WANT TO GO SHOPPING. I NEED A JOB. FML. LOL Time to go job hunting at metro ^___^ lalalalalala~ I'm bored. at
2:53 PM Oh my goodness.. My childhood memories are all coming back D: I recently started listening to Cantonese music again.. and like.. this reminds me of when I was younger and actually spoke Cantonese.. I really regret.. my loss of Cantonese now.. if that makes sense. I completely stopped listening to Cantonese music and speaking Cantonese after my great grandma passed away because it was usually her who yelled at me for speaking anything but Cantonese so I used to know a lot of Cantonese.. I believe I used to know how to read the characters too cause I remember singing along to all these Cantonese songs.. but now.. I can't even speak a sentence of Cantonese and I can't even read any of the characters.. or well I can read a few.. but not enough so that I can read a sentence @__@ I'm so disappointed in myself.. and if my great grandma were still here she would be too =.= Daaaamm!! I wish my parents made me stay in Chinese school.. I really wish I could speak Cantonese.. I regret quitting Chinese school.. AUGHHH! Maybe I'll start taking Chinese school again... I'll talk to my parents about it. What a disaapointment.. I am.. T_____T To show my appreciation of Cantonese.. my new layout will be accompanied by Cantonese pop songs. : ) kufufufu all the old songs that I could sing~ and all the songs I listened to in my childhood! ^_____________^ ... atleast I can understand Cantonese though T___T That's one thing I'm proud of.. maybe that's why my parents aren't that pissed.. cause I can atleast understand it ;__; IM NOT COMPLETELY WHITEWASHED YET GUYS T.T !!! Maybe.. if I continue to take mandarin it'll help me... cause I know .. when I learned a few sentences in Mandarin.. I was able to convert it to Cantonese.. SO I'M NOT THAT BADD !!! Oh my goodness.. THERE'S STILL HOPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! TIME TO WATCH MORE CANTONESE KARAOKE VIDEOS !! UNTIL NEXT TIME~ On
Sunday, July 10, 2011 at
4:37 PM Someone take a gun and just shoot away, I beg of you. Just because I'm not in summer school does NOT mean that my life is full of sunshine and dinosaurs right now. Just because I'm not in summer school, it does not mean that my life is full of ease right now. I wish my life was better atm.. Augh.. I realized today that .. I tend to get really hyper.. when things are on my mind and I just want to forget them all. I think that's my body's way of forgetting everything and trying to make me feel better.. I don't know. I just get hyper randomly whenever I'm thinking too much. Wish I could just forget everything =.= Anyways.. other than my over-thinking.. Today was a fun day. Korean BBQ, metrotown and then went to central park. Metrotown.. I saw so many things I wanted .. I saw a really cute romper! and a really cute skirt ! I need to quickly get myself a job so I can buy all those cute clothes.. and treat myself to something that is Jack-related. Also if I have a job.. maybe it'll take things off my mind. I guess, here I come McDonalds. FML. Here, I'll share a song with you. ..or two ;D LOL I keep finding all these vocaloid songs that I like by miku.. so weirdd ! On
Saturday, July 9, 2011 at
12:17 AM WTFWTFWTFWTF MY MIND HAS JUST BEEN BLOWN... WTF ?!?!?! 2PM - Take off WTFWTFWTF 2PM.. FOR.. AN ANIME.. ENDING.. SONG ?! WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF HOW DID THIS HAPPEEENNN this is so weird.. @__@ Who would've known.. ... DID 2PM ALWAYS SING JAPANESE SONGS ?!?! I ALWAYS THOUGHT IT WAS JUST KOREAN SONGS @_________________@ I didn't know they were capable of singing japanese songs .. that's like a lot of korean bands though @__@.. jeez.. I now like 2pm a bit more... @___@ I can't even explain my .. confusion.. right now.. I'm so weird.. I can be sleeping.. but here I am getting my mind blown by 2pm for an ending song in an anime.. and crying like a child on episode TWO of an anime because someone died... like wth. I'm weird, I know ^_____^ NOTE: Time to change my layout again~ HAHAHAHAH I'm tired of this layout .. it's too .. iuno I can't even explain this.. I am too confused to explain right now =.=;; On
Tuesday, July 5, 2011 at
2:41 AM omgomgomg I can't stop!!! I keep finding new songs WHYY MUST THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN AT 3 AM ?!?!?! EVERYTIME I HAVE A VOCALOID RUSH IT'S AT 3AM!!! LOL I SHOULD BE SLEEEEPINGG !!! MUST... STOP... SEARCHING... OH dear lord.. how long will I be up for this time? T____T On
Monday, July 4, 2011 at
3:38 AM I hate my short temper.. I seem to get mad about the littlest things.. It's true that I forgive people easily but the thing is.. I don't forget easily. Even if I forgive them I still think about what they did that pissed me off so much which gets me even more angry.. I wish I wasn't so short tempered. Life wouldn't hurt as much -.- But it pisses me off the most when the person should know better. Like they should know already that w.e they did pisses me off.. and yet they go ahead and do it. It's like, really? I'm disappointed. oh my goodness this song is amazing D: Why can't there be a nico nico chorus version of it ?!!??!? AAAIIIYAAAHHH!! LOL I hope someone does one soon.. if only dasoku could do a cover of this -drools- I WISHHHHHH HAHA OH MY GOODNESS MAJOR VOCALOID RUSHH TIME TO DOWNLOAD ALL THESE SONGS !! found so many HAHA jackpot ! at
2:17 AM ohkay.. just gunna say... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_u4vMwPrzhs&feature=related eternal blaze http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQcEzj3AM-8&feature=related final fantasy XIII kimi ga irukara http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n8gWR7USrs&feature=related lightning's theme http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZPENFi0EXTE&feature=related Final Fantasy XIII Battle theme http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u2T_V8X7l_g&feature=related you higurashi no naku koro ni Eargasm. That is all. On
Sunday, July 3, 2011 at
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