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So you see, sometimes I feel like there is something wrong with me. Like actually something wrong with me.. I have always had problems with sleeping.. Sometimes I can't sleep until really late sometimes I just can't sleep at all. Maybe it's cause I always think about things so much. It's really annoying. Especially when I actually want to sleep.. like yesterday I was so excited to finally sleep earlier and then guess what.. I couldn't fall asleep. I ended up falling asleep at 10 am only to wake up two hours later. I stayed lying in bed for like 2 hours and a half trying to sleep but couldn't so just got up -.- It wasn't just yesterday either that I couldn't sleep.. lately I've been having troubles falling asleep.. because usually it takes about 30 minutes to fall asleep.. but lately its been taking like two hours or longer -.- FML

But on a lighter subject.. my mom gave me money because I was talking to her about a romper that I really liked.. It made my happy because my mom told me that she knows that I don't usually spend money on useless things or things that I shouldn't buy. She acknowledges the fact that I spend wisely :'D So she gave me money to buy the romper that I wanted.. I feel bad for always asking for money from my parents for things.. which is why I AM GOING JOB HUNTING ON FRIDAY~ YAY ~ hopefully I'll get accepted somewhere so I don't have to work at mcdonalds! Even if it's Tim Hortons or something like that I'll be happy~ I really don't want McDonalds ~!!! T__T But I will try my best! Then in August I'm going to drop by Grandview and hope that I can volunteer again~! I feel like this summer is going to be a lot more productive than last summer~! I can't wait to see that romper now o: I need to try it on first though.. I might not even like how it looks on me though, so I might not buy it. HMM oh well~

If you don't like my pointless and annoying vents, don't read any further.. I need to vent.

You fucking crossed the line. It's time for Goodbye and no turning back. I'm sorry, but if we didn't mean a thing to you then there's no point in fucking trying any longer. Who was there for you all those times you had troubles? We were there. I can't believe you didn't even acknowledge that. Well clearly, you no longer want anything to do with us so why should we want anything to do with you? It was nice.. those fun memories we created together but I guess it's time to erase them all since clearly they meant nothing to you. No point in having memories that will only hurt me.. and remind me of the times that used to be. It was fun knowing you and I truly had fun all those times but honestly none of us can take it any longer. You don't want to be friends with us anymore? Ohkay. We'll accept that and silently walk away. Thanks though. We finally know what to do.. it's time for us to just stop this pointless trying and let you be. No more.. can I really say I won't try anymore, though? You meant so much to me .. that's the reason why I held on for so long with so much hope. You just cut the rope though and ended it. Alright, Goodbye. It'll be as if we never met since that's what it seems like you want.. you just want to forget about us right? and enjoy your life with a group that doesn't involve us? Then that's what you'll get. No more trying, no more hope, no more "what ifs", no more "maybes" you've done it. You've showed us what you truly want and we'll accept that. It was nice knowing you.

On Tuesday, July 12, 2011 at 1:31 AM

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